With a whole day to fill before our birthdays this evening, I got the privilege of writing one last chapter in our family journal.
I was so restless I barely slept thinking about all the last minute things I needed to accomplish today.
But I wasn't the only one up, by the looks of things, my two youngest children hadn't even gone to bed yet!
A peek out of the living room window, showed me Karina still deeply involved with Benjamin under the wedding canopy.
It was still dark but a street lamp gave me just enough light to see another passionate kiss, which gave my heart a pang as it was obvious that Karina had fallen in love, and fallen hard and fast!
But what was even more surprising was that Benjamin seemed equally smitten with Karina, being totally focused on her, and her alone, since they'd met.
Which made me wonder if all those juicy tidbits I'd heard on the rumor mill were even remotely true, or just that, rumors made up by bored housewives or singles with not much going on in their lives.
I was really hoping for the latter, but I knew that voicing my misgivings to Karina, who was in the throes of first love, would fall on deaf ears.
I stepped outside on the front porch to focus on Diwan, who must have caught Marley just as she was heading for home as they were standing on the edge of the road.
He was animatedly chatting away with her, and though I couldn't hear their conversation, it was pretty easy to figure out, from Marley's polite stare, that he was telling her all about his latest fishing expedition!
For Diwan, his two favorite topics of conversation were gardening and fishing, something he had in common with his father, as he'd gotten Leonard hooked on fishing so much that he'd become an avid fisherman when he wasn't working in the gardens.
Just as the sun's rays filled our farm with a warm light, he raised his voice in his enthusiasm to ask, "Hey, it looks like it's going to be a beautiful day today, would you like to come to Cinnamon Crest Falls with me? Even if you don't want to fish, you could take photos of me fishing. Mom is always going on and on about taking photos for the family journal. It would be great if you'd do that for me!"
Marley nods her head in agreement, probably thankful that Diwan didn't specifically ask her to go fishing, and gave her the out of taking photos. I'm not picky about photos, well, actually I am, but not about who takes them, as long as we have plenty for my journal.
Though I'm sure Diwan will be happy with way less of them than I've been.
With that arrangement settled upon, I know these two are all set to spend the whole day up at the falls, because once Diwan gets there, she'll be dragging him home just in time for our birthdays tonight.
That boy loses all sense of time when he's fishing!
I do admire his focus, but I'm sure others get just as tired of listening to his fishing stories as they do listening to my racing ones!
I guess that's one of the things he and I have in common, both of us are passionate about the farm expansions that we've chosen.
Back in the house, I paused in the doorway to Diwan's current bedroom, and found Mom and Karina deep in conversation.
Mom was smiling as Karina revealed, "Benjamin doesn't deserve his heartbreaker reputation Grandma, he's not flirted or done anything else with his female customers. He keeps his handiness jobs strictly professional, and he's so good at it he's thinking of quitting his job at Heuber Associates to work full time as a handy man. He's a bit older than me, but still a young adult, it's his beard that makes him look so much older. And he grew that on purpose so he wouldn't look like such a kid! But it seems to have backfired with all the gossip going around about him."
She squeezed her eyes shut at the thought of that malicious gossip flying around on the rumor mill, and added, "I'm the first serious relationship he's had here in Appaloosa Plains, and his very first girlfriend too! And if I have my way, his only girlfriend ever! Until we get married and I become his wife. He's not opposed to marriage or a long term relationship, and he likes kids too. Down the road of course, as he wants to have some fun first and get better established before having the responsibility of a family. His focus right now is on building up his business and spending time with his dog Ralston. He wants to find a mate for her and have puppies! Isn't that just adorable? Just think, the first single man I meet and he has a dog and wants puppies! He's perfect for me and his dogs will help me build my ark!"
I was thrilled to hear this news and so happy for Karina, but a bit ashamed of myself for not only listening to all that gossip, but buying into it and being so biased about Benjamin before I'd even met him.
I know one thing, that certainly won't happen with Diwan as heir as other people's relationships are the last thing he'd ever be thinking about as he barely thinks of his own!
Which, from what I understand, is a typical male attitude with their topics of conversation, especially with other males, focused on sports, hobbies, food, games, and work, not necessarily in that order!
I realized I'd been dwelling on my own thoughts as I heard Karina squeal and fling herself into Mom's arms, saying, "Oh, Grandma, what a wonderful gift! But are you sure you want to part with her? You and Heidi have such a special friendship, I'd hate to ruin that!"
Mom squeezed Karina tightly, her voice only trembling a little as she said, "That's just it sweetie, I've lived a long, wonderful life, but I know Grim could show up any time, and I'd rather have Heidi with someone who loves her as much as I do. And with you wanting your ark, you can find her a mate in town and let her have her own family."
"Oh, Grandma, that's a perfect plan! And Heidi hunts so well on her own that she'll be helping me find my other ark pets in no time."
Mom said, "You may already have a head start on that! I've left all of her finds in her inventory. I haven't checked it lately, but I'm sure there are a few in there, a rodent, snake, and a bird, at least."
I was a bit choked up by this scene, even though I'd known mom was going to offer Heidi, I hadn't expected the pang of this moment to hit me quite so hard.
After composing myself a bit, I firmed my shoulders for my own big moment with Karina.
Leonard had invited her into our bedroom so we could have our own private conversation with her.
I found them deep in conversation, about Benjamin again!
"I know it's sudden Dad, but I've never felt about anyone like I do about Benjamin! He gets me, makes me feel like I've found the other half of myself. I can't put it into flowery, romantic, words like Mom does, but I knew within the first few moments that he was the one!"
My heart swelled again and my eyes teared up as Leonard enfolded Karina in a warm fatherly hug, saying, "No need for flowery, romantic, words when you have such heartfelt feelings, sweetie. I understand all about knowing! Once I laid eyes on your mother, there was no room in my heart for anyone else. Well, not until you kids can along, but that's a different kind of love. Not any less, just different."
"Oh, I know what you mean dad. I love you and Mom, Kindle, Diwan and Grandma, all so much! You know family means a lot to me, especially with my new trait and it certainly caught me by surprise to fall in love so soon after graduation, but it's just…amazing! Maybe even more wonderful because it happened now and not when I was younger, if that makes sense?"
Leonard hugged her tighter and said, "Perfect sense. Teen love can be fast and intense, but fleeting, especially if it's superficial, based on looks alone, which it has a tendency to be. But some, like your mother and I, knew it was the real thing right away. Though I'm sure that was because of my irresistible trait and her hopeless romantic one, a combustible combination for love for sure!"
With a chuckle he added, "I'm sure she's giving me one of her famous looks for saying it that way too, with the Dean tendency towards fire, but our love has certainly stood the test of time!"
Karina's smile when she caught sight of my face made me realize Leonard knew me all too well and I had raised my brows with that famous Swanson female look!
As Leonard's final comment hit me, my tender heart was doing flips inside my chest again, as our love had only grown deeper and stronger over the years, and I wasn't any more composed now than I'd been after hearing Mom and Karina's heart to heart.
But I knew it was my turn, so I called the two of them over and got the hardest part over with.
It was harder than I thought it'd be, and I lowered my head so my hat tilted forward to cover my face in my embarrassment, nervously tucking a stray lock of hair behind my ear and facing Karina, "Oh sweetie, I need to apologize for thinking what I've been thinking about your Benjamin, listening to all that gossip! Can you ever forgive me Karina?"
"Nothing to forgive Mom! Benjamin didn't want me to be blind-sided about all that gossip so he told me last night that it's going full blast all over town, and with the two of us hitting it off so quickly, that probably just added fodder to the rumors! He was even surprised that he was invited to the wedding."
"I haven't confirmed it with her yet, but I think that was your sisters' doing. I saw the look in her eyes after your birthday, when she realized her wedding might be the perfect opportunity to introduce you to the eligible bachelors in town. And it looks like she chose well, seeing as how you and Benjamin are head over heels already!"
Seeing Leonard all antsy waiting for me to get to our big surprise, Karina's young adult birthday and graduation gift, I put him out of his misery.
He started clapping even before the first words were out of my mouth!
"Now, for our big surprise! With Diwan taking over the farm soon and needing the space for his own expansion, and me becoming an elder tonight, I've decided that it's time to focus on horse training, instead of racing."
"But what about your lifetime wish, Mom? You can't give that up when you're so close!"
"No, of course not. I'm scheduled to race today, and as long as I place, I'll complete it!"
"But Sunshine and Wayfarer are already trained, both of them have maxed their racing and jumping skills, so with the house full, what horse would you train?"
I smiled and said, "If you'd stop interrupting, I'd get to the best part!"
Karina immediately pursed her lips shut and opened her eyes wide in expectation.
But Leonard couldn't stand the suspense any longer and blurted out, "Six Gables Stables, the ranch we stayed on when we first came to town is no longer a rental property as the owner's put in on the market and we've bought it for you! The perfect place to build your ark!"
Karina grabbed Leonard and said, "Oh, oh, oh, I don't even know what to say!"
"Thank you comes to mind," Leonard said with a smile, hugging her back tightly, adding, "It was your mother's idea, knowing Diwan wants to add a fishing pond for his expansion, which I'm all for actually, as we won't even have to leave the farm to fish! With space being tight on the farm, with the horse paddock and jumps, her first thought was having a ranch built on the empty lot next door. Especially since the Equestrian Center and training grounds are just down the road, and even more extensive than the ones we have here. But with the Stables on the market, that was even better with the time table we're on. And it works perfectly with your mother's other gifts."
Turning to me Karina said, "There's more!?! Seriously, you guys don't need to do more, I'm sure the Stables cost plenty…"
"Don't you worry about the cost, we've not had to do that since Grandpa Jared won the lottery. And our Red Berry Beans constantly bring in more than we'll ever need. My other gifts might take a bit longer though. And it'll help us all out in a number of ways, freeing up more space on the farm, helping you out with your ark, and giving me foals to train, as once Sunshine is bred with Wayfarer, he'll move to the Stables with you and once Sunshine's foal is old enough to be on it's own, Sunshine will join you both there, so you'll have your two horses for your ark! And if things work out well, any other foals they have together, I could buy from you and train them! It's a win-win all the way around!"
The hug Karina gave me was even more enthusiastic than one she'd given her father as she flung her arms around me tightly!
"Mom, mom, that's just….perfect, so perfect."
Then, as Karina realized just what all this hinged on, she said stared at the floor saying, "So someone needs to move out, now, right away, so we can get started on this, right? And since I already have a house, a full blown ranch…the sale is final right? The ranch is mine?"
"Yes, but that doesn't mean you have to move out right this minute! We have family birthdays tonight, and we want you here to celebrate with us!"
"I'll come back for that, I wouldn't miss your birthdays for the world! Besides, it's just down the road! Oh, I'm so excited….my own home, a ranch, with Heidi, and then Wayfarer, and Sunshine after her foal is big enough. Wait until I tell Benjamin! He's going to be so thrilled, he was worried a bit about my ark with how small his house is, and already having Ralston, and wanting her to have puppies. German Shepherds aren't small dogs! But the ranch is huge and they'd have plenty of room!"
We couldn't dissuade Karina and she rushed out of the room saying, "I'll just pack an overnight bag for now, and Heidi's bed and toys, and food dish. Dad and Diwan can bring over any of the bigger stuff tomorrow, or the next day, whenever they get a chance. I'll let Grandma know so she can say goodbye to Heidi."
Mom was a bit shocked at how quickly Karina was leaving us, but grateful that Karina gave her a moment to say goodbye.
I got a sweet photo of them together for my journal.
"Now, you give me some smooches Heidi and be a good girl for Karina! Find her lots of pets for her ark. If Grim gives me more time, I'll come visit you in your new home."
With a farewell hug and one last treat, Heidi went off to the Stables with Karina.
I was still in shock at how fast Karina had left, but I wasn't going to waste the precious opportunity this gave me.
I went outside and whispered to both horses, rubbing them down and letting them know their own turn for romance was finally here.
"Our sweet Karina has moved out Sunshine, along with Heidi, so this is your chance, girl!"
I stepped away and let nature take it's course, and my equine friends didn't let me down.
They stood close together nuzzling each other and trotted off side by side to the outdoor stall.
Then I realized my mistake, as with the possibility of a foal on the horizon, I didn't dare race Sunshine in the noon races!
But after pondering my dilemma for a moment, I decided it was for the best as Sunshine had reaped most of the racing glory throughout my career, being my first horse.
So it only seemed fitting that it would be Wayfarer that got the honor of being with me at the apex of my career, the moment I completed my lifetime want and earned 40,000 Simoleons from racing!
Here's the photo that would grace the cover of the most prestigious horseracing magazines throughout Simland!
The caption would read, 'Rielle Swanson, horsewoman extraordinaire, riding renowned stallion, Wayfarer, came in a respectable third in the International Queen's Cup, the first International race for the stallion. But it was more than just another race for her, as this win is the culmination of her achieving her lifelong dream! A feat that truly deserves this heroic pose we captured as the two left the Equestrian Center this afternoon.'
And the attached article included the following information from my interview, 'Congratulations to Ms. Swanson and Wayfarer and best of luck in your future endeavors. The horsewoman has confided that she'll now focus on training the expected foal of her beloved mounts, Sunshine and Wayfarer. And that both horses will soon be taking up residence at Six Gables Stables, their care and supervision being overseen by none other than Ms. Swanson's daughter, Karina Swanson! Dare we hope that the younger Ms. Swanson will be following in her mother's footsteps? Or at least providing some top of the line horseflesh for future races?'
I was high off my racing success when I got back to the farm, but a loud voice from the nectary had me hurrying down to see what was going on.
I found Diwan holding a megaphone and excitedly encouraging the plants to grow!
I didn't even know this was something you could do with the grow stations, but his enthusiasm had me grinning, though I did let him know it was almost birthday time, so not to be too much longer.
Marley, who was snapping photos of him and even shared one with me, promised to hurry him along so we could get started soon.
Seeing how well the photo turned out, I was hopeful that, with Marley's assistance, Diwan's section would have some great family photos after all!
Stepping into the back hall in the house, Leonard greeted me with a big smile saying, "Congratulations honey! I never doubted for a moment that you could do it!"
I laughed, twirled him into my arms and said, "And here's something else I can do!" as I kissed him passionately!
Unfortunately, that's when Diwan stepped into the hall, and seeing us in a romantic clinch, mumbled, "I thought it was time to celebrate our birthdays!?!"
Leonard and I were both too busy to say anything, caught up in our kiss and finally Diwan realized we were already celebrating, so he left in disgust, saying, "I'll be waiting by my cake if you two ever come up for air! Gross!"
True to his word, Diwan was waiting by his cake as Leonard and I took our places behind him, cheering away.
But his gaze wasn't focused on his cake, as across the room, others were cheering as well.
Trevor, Kindle, Mom, and a very excited Marley, who, though proper, knew that a birthday, especially the all important young adult birthday, was an occasion to be truly excited about!
Diwan quickly made his wish, blew out his candles and stood before us, hands on hips, proudly showing off his new look, and loving the design on his jacket, in his favorite color, red.
He was a handsome young man, that's for sure, and he chose Handy for his young adult trait!
I was momentarily rendered speechless, truly a unique moment for me!
But, not unexpected really, and it had nothing to do with his new trait and everything to do with realizing all of your babies are now grown up!
Leonard took Diwan's new status in stride, chuckled, and said, "Now you can help me keep that old washer going son, maybe even upgrade it so it stops breaking!"
But we didn't have long to think about it because another cake was all set for another important birthday.
Not mine!
Elder birthdays aren't much of an occasion to celebrate, at least those of my gender don't think much of them.
But Marley's young adult birthday was of utmost importance!
And luckily Grim didn't show up to ruin it this time, like he did at Diwan's teen birthday.
Marley raised her eyes, threw up her hand, and made her birthday wish!
But honestly, if her clothes hadn't changed, I would have barely known she'd aged up as she looked just as fresh and lovely as she did as a teen, with the same hairstyle even!
Mom and Kindle both clapped and shouted their birthday congratulations while Marley's gaze stayed locked on Diwan, almost as if she was in shock.
I took a quick look at my son and saw a myriad of emotions flash across his face as his own eyes met Marley's, then he quickly looked away and broke out in a loud cheer!
I wasn't sure if it was to disguise his own feelings or to make sure he could be heard over Leonard's and Trevor's enthusiastic birthday cheers.
Neither of them hid their appreciation for a pretty girl, that's for sure!
As that thought struck me, I frowned thinking that's exactly how ugly rumors got started, and was probably what had happened with Benjamin as he was as charming as my Leonard or Kindle's Trevor, as it only took one person to ruin a person's reputation or give them a notorious one!
But while Marley and the others grabbed cake, there was something important I needed to do, while I was still an adult.
"Happy Birthday Diwan!"
"Thanks Mom! Can you believe I'm really a young adult!?! And Marley too!"
I interrupted before he got caught up in that thought, saying, "It's hard to think that all of my kids are grown up, that's for sure! But you're more than just a young adult Diwan, you're now the Swanson heir!"
"Now!?! Right now, you're turning heirship over to me!?!"
I leaned forward and pulled him into my arms as his own held me close, and I whispered, "Yes, now, Diwan. I have every confidence that you'll do your absolute best to continue the traditions on our farm and make it even better! Your father and I will still be here, of course, helping out, giving advice, but only if you ask for it. From this moment, the farm and the family journal, are your responsibility. You make all the final decisions, along with your partner, of course. Never forget…"
Diwan chuckled in my ear as he said, "Happy wife, happy life!" And then he paused, and asked excitedly, "Does that mean I can invite Marley to move in right now? Tonight?"
I held back my laugh and said abruptly, "That, my son, is not something I can condone!"
Diwan pulled away startled by my tone and said, "But why not!?! I thought you liked her!?!"
I couldn't keep up my pretense any longer and laughed saying, "I love Marley, almost as much as you do! But asking her to move in is a decision that the heir would make, not his mother!"
Diwan's look of relief was almost comical, as he shook his head and said, "Aw, heir jokes already!?!"
"It comes with the territory, so get used to it! And now, if I can read looks correctly, I think there's some else that wants a moment of your time."
I've completed my lifetime want and I'm a jockey with 40,000 simoleans worth of earnings under my belt!
As far as inheritances go, it's not much, not even as much as one crop of Red Berry Beans brings in, but reaching your goals, your lifelong dream, isn't always about simoleans, or at least it shouldn't be.
It's about doing what you love and turning that into something special, and I feel I've done just that training and racing Sunshine and Wayfarer.
But mostly it's about family, and I feel more than blessed in that area.
My father, Nolan Dean Swanson, gave us his love and the legacy of his nectar for generations of Swansons to enjoy.
My mother, Summer, who's been blessed with long life and is still with us, the heart of our family who has kept us and our gardens going strong.
My sister Breeze and my brothers, Dean, Ben, and Ward, living their lives in other towns, carrying their family heritage with them, and passing it on through their own children.
Last, but certainly not least, my own children, grown now, and starting families of their own.
Kindle and her Trevor, who's close to realizing his own dream of becoming a Master Acrobat.
Karina, who's moved into Six Gables Stables with Mom's cat, Heidi, and will soon have my horses, Sunshine and Wayfarer, joining her to help build her ark. And I'm sure it won't be long, before her young man, Benjamin, and his dog and pups join her!
My son, Diwan, the new Swanson heir, who, with his chosen partner Marley by his side, will now take the reins and continue to build on our farm's traditions, adding his own, but more importantly than that, doing it with happiness and love, raising the next generation of Swansons.
Along with fishing, of course! Lots and lots of fishing!
My time as heir is over, but his has just begun. ~~~~~~~~~~~~ Rielle Swanson
P.S. Chapter 105 will be the beginning of generation four.
As soon as Diwan starts it, of course!
Me, I'm going to go check on my beloved horses and make sure Sunshine is getting plenty of love and attention during this special time for her.
Well, after my birthday, of course, but Diwan will be responsible for recounting that milestone.