Chapter 7 –Faith (less)
Seeing Faith drive off in my police cruiser was just so unexpected that I laughed out loud. Instead of going back to my house I went over to City Hall. I found it quite disconcerting to be addressed again as Gobias Koffi. The first Sim I saw was Gunther Goth. I remembered just in time that he had been offered a career change to politics some years ago. He’d jumped at the chance to make a difference in local politics. Obviously the career move had paid off. He was the current Governor and up for re-election some time fairly soon I think. Gunther invited me into his office. I asked Gunther about Faith Kalamia. I explained that I knew her father who asked me to keep an eye on her.
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“Sure I’ve got her Development Application right here; residential application 2469G for 15 Summer Hill Court.” He read from the file in front of him. “A seven bedroom three level dwelling with a basement, one 8x13 metre barn with a mezzanine level, a children’s play area and approval for a fishing pond and extensive vegetable gardens. That sure is a big house,” he commented.
“She has four children,” I remarked conversationally, “They like to spread out.”
“They must do,” he replied. “Her application for a permit to have horses is still being processed. You might speak to Tori Sekemoto about that if you’re interested.”
I thanked him and left his office. I needed to see Faith but I was unsure whether I should go as Elias or Gobias. Before I could weigh up the pros and cons of either identity, Vita Alto saw me in the foyer and called out to me. I readily recalled that Vita had been turned into a Good Sim by Cornelia Goth. The trouble was that now she tended to turn her pent up energies into matchmaking with all the single townies. I was no exception. I tried to extricate myself from Vita’s chattiness, but without being rude, I couldn’t. She did repeat lots of gossip about the various townies which I hadn’t remembered. Looking back now with the benefit of hindsight, it was probably solely due to Vita’s innate chattiness that first day back, that I didn’t make too many blunders which allowed me to fit seamlessly back into Sunset Valley.
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When I did eventually get a word in edgeways, I said, “I’m sorry Vita, I have another appointment. It’s been lovely catching up with you though. Will you please excuse me?” I departed before she could say another thing.
As I got in my car to drive to Summer Hill Court, I found myself in my old green big lemon with the gearbox that always crunched getting into third gear. I missed my cruiser. I had inadvertently left it in the driveway of our home on that last day in Moonlight Falls. So now in addition to being minus one wife and four children, I was also minus one cruiser.
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When I arrived at Faith’s new house, Julian wearing a black tuxedo, answered the doorbell. He did not appear to recognise me. The only thing different about me were the clothes, the hair, and the name. I still wore the same glasses. I still sounded the same and still walked the same. I had the same facial features: same nose, same eyes, same moustache, same mouth, and same chin. How had I suddenly become unrecognisable to the boy I’d been a step-father to for nearly six years? When Julian invited me inside, I saw that Nick Alto was also a visitor.
Well that certainly queered my pitch and limited what I could say to Faith. It also curtailed the way I could act. Even though I looked like Gobias Koffi on the outside, I felt like Elias Stavros-Kalamia inside. I didn’t want to act like the obsequious Gobias. I decided to be as much like Elias as I could without causing any issues which Nick Alto would pick up on. He clearly didn’t like me being there. I was cramping his style as much as he was inconveniencing me. If he knew just how much his presence was a nuisance, then he’d double his efforts just to annoy me. He was mean spirited enough to have enjoyed my predicament, if he knew.
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But Faith showed no recognition of me either. Were Faith and Julian particularly unobservant or did both of them suffer from Prosopagnosia? I saw a program recently on Face Blindness where a father could not recognise his son’s face or his own face for that matter. If this was not face blindness, had something more sinister caused this? When I had gone back to Moonlight Falls, I felt sure that when Sim after Sim said they hadn’t remembered me, that it had been a lie. I believed then that they really did remember me but that it hadn’t been prudent to admit it. Perhaps I was wrong. Maybe that undefined malevolent presence I’d felt all the time I was there, was not just my imagination. Could a force exist that could wipe out a Sim’s memories?
I didn’t see Keith or Leon or Hope that evening. But the longer I stayed, the more certain I was, that neither Julian nor Faith were faking their lack of recognition. Neither of them was that good at acting nor could they have sustained such a charade for so long without giving away small clues that I was particularly searching for. I made comments and used phrases that were part of the Moonlight Falls linguistic vernacular. Neither Faith nor Julian showed by any means that they found my words or me familiar.
Faith told Nick and me that she was a widow. She believed her husband had been murdered by the criminal element in Moonlight Falls. I guess it was possible that they could be blamed for my disappearance. There must have been a lot of witnesses to the fact that I’d gone into the hospital but never came out. The criminal element in Moonlight Falls had infiltrated the hospital’s administration. Gator may have told her about my investigations into them as a member of MFPD.
Faith said she came to Sunset Valley after searching for her mother’s family in Simfield. She had been misdirected to Sunset Valley but decided to stay here as her son preferred the vibe of the place. Nick tried so hard to impress Faith. Despite him not being flirty, he certainly behaved that way. I recalled that he had hit on a fair number of female Sims in Sunset Valley much to the chagrin of their partners or fathers. I did find his attempts to chat up Faith excessively irritating. But his whole presence frustrated me.
When Faith asked me about Brandon Crumplebottom, I was hard pressed not to smirk. I said that he was my next door neighbour and a widower who still grieved for his late wife. I told her I admired Brandon and that he was devoted to his daughter, Diana. Nick gave a more disparaging opinion of Brandon. I expected nothing less.
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Julian was clearly acting as a chaperone for his mother. At 10:00 PM, he politely shooed Nick and I out of the house. I found that amusing. I wondered if Julian knew what Faith had been up to earlier that day in the theatre with Brandon Crumplebottom. If he didn’t know then, he’d know soon enough. Sunset Valley has a gossip network second to none.
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As I tried to go to bed that evening, I lay awake thinking. I got up and paced the floor, trying to make sense of it all. I needed to work out how I really felt about Faith. It’s true that I believed that I loved our children more than I loved her but I always thought that I did love her. I found it peculiar that I felt no burning jealousy about her and Brandon Crumplebottom getting it on in the theatre. I think I was saddened that she’d replaced me in her affections so quickly but Faith was a very determined Sim. When she’d made up her mind to do something, she didn’t let the grass grow under her feet. I’m pretty sure that she was the one who instigated what had happened in that theatre.
I recalled that even our marriage was eventually instigated by Faith. She did have a very real need for companionship. I think she may have some co-dependency issues. Ever since Charity’s death, Faith has not liked being alone. She had been casting around for husband number two before she settled on me. Perhaps now she was set on finding husband number three. Given that she genuinely believed that she was a widow, she obviously felt she was free to woo whomever she fancied. Reluctantly I admitted to myself, that I didn’t mind her seducing Brandon as much as I should have. What I really minded was not being with my children.
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The next morning I went over to Faith’s house. From the front of the house I could see her talking with Brandon in the garden. He was fully dressed but she was in her sleepwear. I didn’t want to speculate on what was happening there. I just wanted to see my children. This time Keith opened the front door. Keith, who was strangely intuitive about things and could feel the presence of people in his mind, looked strained but not shocked to see me. Normally Keith would not answer the door to anyone, especially strangers.
“Good morning Keith. How do you like Sunset Valley?”
“If you’re looking for my mother, she is in the vegetable garden,” he said not answering my question.
“I know. I saw her as I came through the gate. I really wanted to see you, and Leon and Hope. I can see that you’re not surprised to see me here.”
He looked intently at me. His black alien eyes were difficult to read but he couldn’t conceal the slight narrowing of his eyes behind those glasses and the tightening of his mouth. As Keith stared at me I felt a prickling sensation along my scalp. As goosebumps rose on my flesh, Keith went back inside and, without saying a word, shut the front door in my face.
If I hadn’t been so astonished, I’d have laughed. I always believed that in addition to sensing people, Keith had a limited ability to read minds. Now I wondered if he also had the ability to plant ideas in my mind. Keith, solemn and quiet but with a profound sense of propriety was clearly telling me not to go down this path. The words “you must not come here” came loud and clear into my thoughts. For now, I decided to respect Keith’s sixth sense on this and I left without saying hello to Faith. I had never figured out if Keith’s unique abilities had been because he was an Alien child born to a Supernatural Fairy or that he was simply born with his gifts irrespective of whoever his parents had been.
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I didn’t want to give up entirely on Leon and Hope so I went across to the Summer Hill Springs and fished for a while, hoping to catch a glimpse of them in the children’s playground that had been built at the front of the house. What I did see was Brandon and Julian talking in the playground and later, Brandon falling asleep on the lounger.
From having lived next door to Brandon and Diana Crumplebottom, I knew of Brandon’s nocturnal habits. He routinely stayed awake all night in an effort to meet his late wife’s ghost. He usually slept during the daytime while his daughter was at school. Even though it was late in the summer, I wondered if I should warn him about the possibility of too much sun resulting in spontaneous combustion. I decided to wait and see. If I thought he was in any real danger, I would rescue him.
It was Faith who awakened him. I saw Brandon stumble as he got to his feet and deduced that he probably had heat stroke. I felt quiet warm myself having come out without a hat or umbrella. Faith led Brandon into her house. The front of the house remained closed and quiet. As storm clouds were gathering over the ocean, it seemed unlikely that Leon and Hope would now play in that playground today. I went home. I needed to get indoors myself.
I tried to figure out what my next move should be. I really did want to see my children. I felt like one of those husbands who had been divorced. I just wanted access to my children. I knew I couldn’t get access legally. I had been erased from Moonlight Fall’s records. I could not prove that Elias Stavros had existed. However, my life in Moonlight Falls had not been completely eradicated. Residue in one form or another had remained. Gator and Fawn had still been fairies which had been done with an elixir I’d made and my genes continued on as the father of Leon and Hope.
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Making myself a chai latte, I pondered my options. Since I doubted that I could convince any court that I, Gobias Koffi, had been Faith Kalamia’s husband and father to her children, I wouldn’t have access to them legally. Perhaps I could simply befriend them just as I had done with Julian and Keith. Then I could see them fairly frequently. I ended up convincing myself that this was my best possible option. It might have worked too. Except that Brandon Crumplebottom proposed to Faith that day and married her that evening.
I liked Brandon. He was a nice guy and almost as quirky as me. He would have a tough enough time uniting the two families without me giving him a conundrum to which there could be no answer. I decided to wait a week or two before approaching him to work out an amiable solution. Before I could do so, it became apparent that Faith was again pregnant. I decided I should just leave well enough alone for now.
I knew Faith had wanted more children. She’d spoken of wanting a full house when we were married. I had thought that four children had been enough for us. But Faith was clearly a Sim on a mission. If Brandon hadn’t come along, I think she would have adopted to have the extra children she’d wanted.
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Over the next few years, I did meet my children frequently. I actually saw them almost as often as I would have wanted if we’d been divorced. I taught Leon to skate. I collected festival eggs with Hope. I played endless games of chess with both of them at the park. I helped them with their homework and tutored them in various subjects. Leon and I often fished together at Summer Hill Springs. Without interfering with that family dynamic, I had access to my children. I was content enough with that.
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I saw almost nothing of Keith. He hated crowds and apart from school, rarely left the house. I did see quite a lot of Julian, but mostly from my back deck. Julian was dating Brandon’s teenage sister, Rosalie St Clair. I saw them regularly at the beach, or the park or at the library.
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During this time my relationship with both Faith and Brandon remained cordial. I could see clearly that Faith was undeniably in love with Brandon and he with her. It was actually reassuring to see Faith and Brandon together. I was sure that I was witnessing a love that would stand the test of time. They seemed to fall more deeply in love with each other every time I saw them. I wouldn’t dream of interfering in that marriage.
As Leon and Hope became teens, I saw less of them. Their lives became busier and Leon was more interested in acquiring skills I hadn’t bothered with. What I knew about Social Networking and Bot Building could have been written on a postage stamp. Hope was more into the artistic pursuits and I saw her frequently around town with the camera I gave her for her birthday.
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As my children were growing older, so were the townies aging up. Several of the elders had died of old age. And therein was my dilemma. When Nick Alto died of old age, everyone expected me to be next... and I don’t plan to be. Notwithstanding the fact that I can make Ambrosia, I’m not ready. I don’t want to go.1
Therefore I must leave Sunset Valley. My children would be fine without me. They had wonderful parents. Moreover, Hope had begun to come to my house more and more frequently. While most of the townies assumed she was being kind to an old man, others were not. I did not want to cause any malicious gossip for her so I needed to be the one to make the break.
I sent emails to Leon and Hope and Keith to say that I was leaving Sunset Valley and that I wished them all well for their futures.
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After that I headed over to the Elixir Store to make a Fountain of Youth elixir to age back to a young adult. I wondered if I should also make an Age of Instant elixir to get me back to middle aged. I do prefer that age. It creates fewer expectations and is far less trouble. Middle age is the age of acceptance.
But in the end I decided why bother with middle age, I lost most of my youth being sucked through that dratted time vortex. Maybe I can do better this time around. I could always buy a birthday cake from any grocery store if I felt differently later on.
Ever since that mad dash all over Moonlight Falls for that elusive ruby, I’d always kept a couple of batches of my most used elixirs on hand. I just needed to find another green swallowtail butterfly to make another batch of elixirs. As I knew where all the butterflies and gems could be found in Sunset Valley, I decided to get the extra ingredients before I left.
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Later tonight, I would say goodbye to my father, Gaylord. Then I’ll go to Appaloosa Plains as I’d planned earlier. I have now only vague memories of the town. My father and his best friend Darris Teeter ran a combined grocery store and cafe. When my mother died, my father sold his interest to his partner and we left Appaloosa Plains for Sunset Valley. We never heard from Darris Teeter again.
As I headed out in search of the elixir ingredients, the snow began to fall heavily. I love snowflakes. Whoever said it was childish to taste snowflakes, never tried it.
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After I caught one of the butterflies I needed, I used the elixir on myself.
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I was a young man again. This time I’m going to do things a lot differently.
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I was just about to head over to the graveyard when I heard an argument. Not shouting really, more a one-sided tirade of cold angry words. I peered around the bushes and saw a surprising sight. I’ve seen many unusual things in my time but this one truly dazed me.
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My heart skipped a beat. Charity was right here in Sunset Valley. How she got here, I couldn’t begin to speculate.
As I watched her destroy that snowman, I knew deep in my heart I’d always felt that she wasn’t permanently dead. Especially given that before I had returned from Moonlight Falls, I had gone to the cemetery to grieve at her tombstone but it was missing. Someone else had taken it and Deborah Kalamia’s tombstone as well. Originally I suspected Faith but she had no idea that her mother’s and sister’s tombstones had vanished.
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After Charity destroyed the snowman, she walked around the bushes. Then she saw me. She looked startled. I smiled at her. With my heart in my mouth and my future happiness at stake, I approached her.
“Hello Charity”.
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EDIT: 1 Dr Who, The End of Time (2009) - 5th Special of the fourth series (story # 202)