Chapter 19
Poor Vic wasn't having such a flash time of her pregnancy.
I did what I could to comfort her and be a good friend.
I suggested we head over home and let Vin know what's going on. Vic wasn't too sure she wanted to do that but I explained to her that I don't have any secrets from my family. She eventually agreed.
Vic's parent's had been good friends with mum and dad for years so really, in many ways this was her second home.
Vin wasn't initially all that happy about everything.
He got a bit snarky at me and asked me what I was playing at.
As I watched Vic share her excitement at being a mum soon and about how she valued Vin's friendship and needed him to support her, my emotions started to tangle.
A sea of lava began to boil in my guts and on old, old frenemy began to surface. One that I had though Kacey had tamed. But here it was again, stronger than before. More bitter than ever.
I snarled at Vin and Vic recoiled in fear at the force of my outburst. She ran out of the room to escape the intensity.
Vin started to give me some 'older-brother' advice.
I wasn't having it. Unable to cage the beast, I went after Vic.
Vic started to apologize. It wasn't fair on her, I know, but this was a slippery slide of jealousy that there was no getting off.
I told her flat that if 'this' was going to work I needed to know we were exclusive. It wasn't my finest hour, but I couldn't help it. This jealousy was a killer.
Just then the nooboo kicked. It stopped us both in our tracks and brought a sense of wonder that neither of us could ignore. I held Vic's hand and told her I was sorry. I knew I was being unreasonable.
I still wasn't happy but I was determined to make Vic mine for good. I felt too insecure, vulnerable with our relationship being undefined and vague. I needed a firm rock to stand on and marriage gave me that right to expect that in return from Vic. After all, I was doing my best to help her.
We promised each other respect and support for the coming years.
Vic was a little surprised to see the family heirloom but I told her that it was tradition and was a symbol of our bond.
My heart felt at peace as we became husband and wife. I hugged Vic to show her how much I really did value her.
It seemed a serious moment but I remember telling Vic that I would always do my best to make her happy. I knew I had to work on my green-eyed monster and I was confident that together we could conquer anything.
Mum wasn't totally thrilled that Vic and I had tied the knot. It wasn't that she didn't love Vic, because she did. Peter was pleased for me and assured mum that all would be well. I know that mum's objections were based on wanting a love-match for me and nothing else but I knew that Vic and I were such good friends that everything would work out. Eventually.