All of Edward, Jonathon, and Joey's dialogue is done by Livvielove. Please check out part one to know what the first part was from Edward's point of view!
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Gwen walked into the hotel room, noting the light peeking its way through the curtain. She sighed, feeling heavy with regrets but somehow, lighter. It would be a shame she would never meet Edward again. It was for the best though. She didn’t need to get another good person killed. Why did her heart feel so heavy though? Gwen laughed lightly. He had just been a good person. She just needed a reminder there were still good people out there. People who hadn’t been destroyed by the world and forced to bend to it’s will. The guilt was clawing at Gwen. She needed to get her priorities straight. She needed to do it for her daughter.
Gwen spoke softly,”Eric?” It wasn’t a command, Gwen knew that much. It was just a question.
Gwen heard some shifting from the other room. Eric walked into the room, surprisingly calm.
“Yeah mom?” His eyebrows raised in surprise. “You look younger.” Gwen shifted uneasily.
“Yeah. It is a long story. I’m sorry for leaving you-” Eric waved her apology away.
“Nah. It is fine.” Gwen frowned and spoke softly,”You know that isn’t okay.” Eric shrugged.
“It isn’t the first time mom.” Gwen said nothing and took a deep breath.
It isn’t the first time mom. A pang of regret it her, nearly suffocating her as she drowned in guilt. Eric studied her, a mixture of coldness and curiosity creeping onto his face.
“What about your sister Eric?” Gwen gritted her teeth as she was tempted to breakdown, again. Eric stared at her quizzically.
“What about her?”
Gwen stared in horror at her son. He just needed to stop talking. He really needed to stop talking. Doubt crept into her mind.
“What about that thing you were working on to find Solstice, to help her?” Eric laughed.
“I tore it up. It was a lost cause. You said it yourself, she was either dead or something worse. Why would I spend time searching for her if you wouldn’t do it either?” Gwen felt tears run down her face.
“Eric you know that-” Eric shrugged.
“-Of course it isn’t. Dad would be the one to search for her, not you. You are too busy crying about everything.” Gwen closed her eyes.
“Stop.” Eric smirked.
“Do you know much you have missed of her life? Even if she was still alive she wouldn’t want to be near you. She probably thought death was an escape.”
If you have to break, then break. Gwen gritted her teeth. “Eric Labelle you better shut your mouth-” Eric laughed. “
Or what?” She clenched her hands into fists and her fingernails dug into her skin until it started bleeding.
Her voice was full of venom,”Go sit in your room and I expect an apology by the end of the day.” His eyes glazed over as he followed her command. His hands twitched, the only thing showing his rebellion. The gesture said everything.
I hate you. You weren’t there for me. You never were. Gwen sunk to the ground, exhausted after he had left. She couldn’t even parent. She was overwhelmed and she didn’t know what to do.
She was done. She was done being nice to everyone when all they ever did was tell her how terrible of a person she was. If they all wanted a monster she was more than happy to give them one. Gwen got to her feet and walked towards the table that had her phone on it. James had thought of everything. He always did. He covered every lie up with a polite smile and a compliment. Gwen laughed silently to herself. She needed to get this divorce over with. Gwen dialed his number and waited impatiently.
“What do you want Gwen?” Gwen snapped at the person on the other side of the phone.
“I want you to be at Bridgeport by tomorrow and I want to get this divorce over with.” Gwen heard a sigh on the other end of the phone.
“Maybe next week.” Gwen laughed.
“You are coming tomorrow free will or no free will.”
James chuckled. “Are you really threatening me Gwen? That is cute.” Gwen smiled darkly.
“Are you really that stupid? That wasn’t a threat, that was a promise. Show up tomorrow or I will
gladly show you what a real monster is.” Gwen hanged up the phone, fuming from the conversation. Did everyone really believe she was that weak? Her phone rang once, then twice as Gwen closed her eyes and allowed her a moment of peace. Finally the ringing consumed her as she finally looked at who was calling her. James, of course. Gwen gritted her teeth and kept her mouth shut to not upset Calloway and Matt. Where was James?
Gwen finally got aggravated enough and picked up the phone.
“Call me again. I dare you. Do it. The moment you show up to Bridgeport I will gladly have you claw your own eyes out as I laugh. Show up tomorrow or I will drag you to Bridgeport and then kill-” “
...I take it this is a bad time?" The voice chuckled into the phone. Gwen sighed.
"Sorry Ed, it just seems as though everyone is trying to kill me today." She chuckled darkly. She was relieved to hear his voice again though she thought it was probably because she had been dealing with James and Eric whining all day.
"Well then, I pity them. It seems they have awakened the wrath of the mighty Gwen." He paused and laughed again. "Were you really going to have him claw his own eyes out?"
Gwen laughed. "After I finally get this divorce over with then I was considering it."
"I personally think spoons are better for that kind of stuff, but hey, to each his own." He paused. "I was going to ask if you were feeling better, but I think I'll keep that question to myself. I like my eyes in my head." Gwen laughed again, a smile creeping onto her face. She shrugged.
"I guess it could have been worse. I won't be stuck in a horrible marriage and I can start over I guess."
"That's a lot of guessing." Edward mused into the phone. "You know what you need? A celebration. Once you get those papers signed you should go out and treat yourself." Gwen rolled her eyes.
"I'm going to be stuck serving a goddess." She thought quietly over the words. Something wasn't right with that deal. Fate was..too happy to make it.
"Yes, you
should serve a goddess. We established you are one last night, didn't we?" He joked but the laughter fell away.
"Did you really sign yourself into service with one, or were you joking with me?" Gwen laughed lightly.
"I'm not a goddess." She frowned. "I wasn't joking. It is a very long story."
"Oh! What a strange coincidence! I have ears. And time." He paused. "And a drink... and a seat here right next to me at wherever might be most convenient for a non-goddess goddess to tell me long stories. What a small world?" She could hear him smiling into the phone. Gwen grinned and sighed.
"I still don't understand why you listen to me in the first place but this non-goddess goddess would love to tell you a long story."
His response was immediate.
"Where does this non-goddess goddess want to meet, then?" There was warmth and teasing in his voice. Gwen laughed lightly.
"This non-goddess goddess is not sure." She had never been on a date before. Ever. It was new for her, it was astounding. His voice was gentle and warm.
"I know a quiet place off the outskirts of the big city. It's quieter - the better to hear great, long tales for; and it has great food... Oh! Another strange coincidence... the food is free for all non-goddess goddesses named Gwen so long as they show up with one Edward - and hey, I think I can fill that requirement for you. What do you know!" Gwen chuckled and spoke warmly.
"The non-goddess goddess named Gwen would be more than happy to go there and meet Edward." She rolled her eyes, a wide grin somehow managing to make it's way onto her face.
"Fantastic!" He chuckled. "What time works best for the non-goddess goddess named Gwen?" He pushed his luck - as he always did. Something Gwen liked about him it seemed. "Would a hour be too soon?" Gwen sighed. It wouldn't be soon enough.
"That would be perfect."
"When you get there we can try submerging your phone in water again. Persistence is key." He chuckled. "I'll see you then, Gwen." Gwen laughed.
"Exactly. Goodbye Edward." She hung up the phone, a wide grin on her face. Even with all the chaos around her she was..happy.
Horror engulfed her as she realized she had never been on a date and she had no idea what to do on one. What did she wear? What did she do? What did she eat? Gwen shook her head. Why was she so worried? This was ridiculous. She had no one to call to ask how this ‘dating’ thing went and she had no idea what to do. She sighed. She could do this. She smiled as she realized the solution to this problem. She just needed to ask two of the most important guys in her life. As if her thoughts summoned them, Calloway and Matt crawled into the living room. Gwen smiled and shook her head. She laughed.
“It seems you two have to help me figure this ‘dating’ thing out.”
Matt frowned as Calloway crawled over to Gwen and tugged on her dress. She smiled at him.
“Too casual?” Gwen went to the small room she shared with the twins and stared at the new wardrobe she had bought, unable to figure out what to wear. She shook her head as she remembered she had been on a date before, or what she assumed was a date. It never had counted though in her mind. She hadn’t truly known who she was. She sighed. It seemed the older she got, the more confused she was about who she was. Calloway and Matt crawled into the room, judging each dress Gwen held up.
“How about this one?” Calloway would put his head in his hands and Matt would frown if they didn’t like the dress. After five dresses Gwen was getting aggravated.
“Okay you two, what about this one?” Calloway tugged on the dress signaling his approval and Matt didn’t frown. Gwen laughed lightly.
“I love you two.”
Gwen kissed each of their foreheads, causing Matt to giggle, which he rarely did, and Calloway to smile. Gwen did her hair in a simple bun and quietly walked towards Eric in another room.
“Eric?” She spoke quietly. Eric stared at the wall, not replying. She sighed.
“Do you have anything to say to me, Eric?” Eric met her with his cold eyes that were so much like his father’s, even though they were grandmother’s eyes. Gwen shifted uncomfortably. She had never truly got the chance to be close to her mother and right when some form a relationship was forming, Ann died. It didn’t mean that she didn’t love her and didn’t want Gwen to be there for her, she just couldn’t talk to her without it seeming unnatural. She wondered if that was how Solstice had felt.
Eric sighed. “If I had anything to say I would have been released by now, wouldn’t I have?” Gwen sighed and gritted her teeth.
“I know this is probably just a phase Eric because your sister just-disappeared but you need to realize I will be treated with respect.” Eric grinned darkly.
“Okay mom. This is just a phase.” He paused. “I want to live with dad.” Gwen snapped at him.
“We can discuss that later.” She sighed again. “I’m calling a babysitter so you can cool down and not have to worry about babysitting.” She spoke softly. “I know this isn’t the person you want to be. I release you.” Eric stared at the wall, not replying to her.
Gwen walked out of the room, feeling drained yet again. She dialed a babysitter’s number and left a few instructions for them and her phone number incase anything went wrong. She caught a taxi at the entrance to the hotel, already fascinated by the city and everything in it. Her fingers tapped to the beat of the song in the cab as she resisted the temptation to hum again. Too many bad things happened when she started singing. She arrived at the small diner quietly laughing to herself. The food smelled amazing and it was at the edge of the city. She smiled to herself. It was perfect in her mind though she started worrying she had dressed too formally.
“Wow. You look amazing, Gwen.” His voice was warm and came from behind her, as did a bouquet of purple flowers. “I hope this isn’t too forward or formal, but purple flowers apparently represent mystery, charm, and elegance. Three things, of which, you are.” Edward offered her the bouquet and shrugged lightly. “My niece is kind of an expert in plants these days… I might have phoned in for help on that one.” Gwen shook her head. "
I never thought you would call me." She smiled softly at him. "It was a nice surprise." She laughed. "I have never been to a diner before."
“I’m full of nice surprises, apparently.” He grinned at her and offered her his arm. “Never been to a diner before? My, my. You’ve been missing out!” He shook his head. “Not really, most diners aren’t that great, but Jonathon’s place is something else. He and I are friends and we go back a bit. Hopefully you like it.” Gwen grinned, taking his arm.
"It appears you are." She smiled softly, admiring her flowers. "It appears I have missed a lot of things."
“It’s never too late to try out some new things!” He escorted her into the front door of the diner where a man looked up from behind the counter and grinned at him.
“Eddie? By the gods! Last thing I heard of you was you up and moved to the Hollow with your sister!” The man looked rough around the edges with grease-stains in his shirt and a nametag that said ‘Jonathon.’ Edward rolled his eyes and scowled.
“Paperwork brings me back. Jo couldn’t possibly make this easy.” Jonathon shook his head.
“Yikes man, I heard. What a taffer.” He shook his head. “Clearly you’re not wanting to talk about Jojo tonight though, you’ve got a lovely looking gal on your arms, you dog.” Edward laughed.
“She’s gorgeous isn’t she? Gwen, this is Jonathon. He and I go back. Jonathon, this is the lovely Gwen and we’re going to steal your best, corner booth.” Jonathon gave her a big smile.
“Lovely Gwen indeed. Why you hanging out with this loser, love?”
Gwen felt herself relaxing in the diner and how no one appeared to be wearing a mask. It was a simple place that smelled amazing and Gwen grinned as 'Jonathon’ kept talking. She frowned slightly when he called Ed a loser. She chuckled lightly.
"It appears my definition of loser and your’s is not the same." She felt the need to comment on how amazing everything was in the cozy diner. "The food smells amazing." Jonathon gave her a wide grin.
“Darn straight! We only cook the best here!” Jonathon reached over and banged on the bell a few times before calling back. “RIGHT, JOEY?” A young man poked his head out of the hole in the wall, flour on his face.
“What is it, you lout? I’m working!”
“Eddie’s here! He brought himself a girl this time too.” Jonathon pointed.
Joey whistled,“crikey, Ed… where’d you pick up that beauty? Is she blind-er-something? You could do a lot better than that ol’ man.”
Edward shook his head and chuckled, “you guys are terrible.”
“That’s why you come back, right?” Joey called. “Hey, how’s Lala? I miss her pretty voice around here. Now I have to deal with Danny singing all by himself and boy is that a trainwreck if you ever heard it.” A voice called from the back of the kitchen.
“You got a problem with my singing?!” Joey turned his head and shooed him, “nah, go back to your dishes, Danny.”
“The girls are good. Lala is babysitting again and Elle is… with her mom.” Edward said with a sigh. “I’ll tell Lala you send your love though. She’ll probably be by to see you taffers soon.” He looked at Gwen and motioned for her to follow him to one of the back booths. “It’s not much, but it’s just like home!” He gave her a wide smile. “Don’t mind those guys, they’re a little crude, but they’re the most genuine people you could ever meet - they took care of my Lala after some idiot at school stood her up for a date and we’ve been friends since then.” Gwen shook her head and chuckled.
"Are you officially old now Ed?" A small smile crept onto her face. "I don't think his singing could be
that bad." Gwen grinned. "This was more than my home. It is perfect." She frowned. "Why would someone do that?" She shook her head. "If Eric ever did something like that he would probably be standing out in the rain while apologizing over and over to the poor girl.
”I am officially ‘old.’ I’m an old man and my girls remind me of it every, single day.” He chuckled. “Lala says his singing is wonderful apparently… but that’s my Lala for you. Nothing ever dampens her spirits - especially not some silly boy. Her sister, Elle, is…” He frowned and shook his head. “I don’t know what to do with her. She was the one who
set up the date that stood up Lala.” He pinched the bridge of his nose. “I never raised her to be so mean, but her mom only encourages it, and now Elle hates my guts more than anything, and my ex is taking her fury out on Lala… and May…” He held up his hands and frowned. “You didn’t come all the way out here to listen to me talk about my shoddy ex.” He looked at her with warm eyes. “And I would much rather hear that long story you told me about on the phone. Something about working for a goddess?”
"Are you officially old Ed? What does that make me then?" She frowned and her eyes grew dark. "I
hate people who poison their children like that. It isn't right. I hope Elle finds her way out of her mother's web of lies." She shook her head, not caring if she had been rude. She had a hatred for people like that which would be with her for the rest of her life, no matter how long or short it was. She stared at the table. "It is an extremely long story that has more downs than ups."
“What does that make you? Beautiful. That’s what it makes you.” He winked at her. “Women get more beautiful as they get older and men just get old.” He chuckled. “I thank you for your kind words. My ex… poison is a kind way of wording things, isn’t it? But I’m not going to talk bad about the mother of my children.” He said with a sigh through gritted teeth. “At least, that’s what I tell myself.” He shrugged and folded his hands in front of him. “I’m going to follow the wisdom of my daughter and tell you that every story has more ups than downs - you just haven’t seen them yet.” He smiled at her. “Feel free to start wherever you want. I typically prefer the beginning for stories though, it would be much less confusing for me.”
Gwen grinned. "Technically I'm officially immortal so I do not age." Gwen frowned and gritted her teeth. "I generally don't talk bad about people unless I intend for them to die. I guess it is good you want to keep her alive." She chuckled slightly as she tried to remember where to start. "Ugh. It is a mess. I think I should start where my life just spiraled out of control which is strange because I guess the story really starts when I was five. I was kidnapped from my home by my children's grandfather." She paused, making sure not to overwhelm him with all the information. "I met, um, my ex where I was convinced I was a monster from an early age and trapped inside a house with my ex and his father, that was convinced I didn't deserve to live." Edward’s eyebrows were raised and he pursed his lips slightly. He leaned forward, resting his chin on his hand briefly. His eyes were a cross between intense and confused and saddened.
“You can’t just leave me hanging on that part. Kidnapped when you were five. Strongly powered through life despite the odds. Quietly underplay your strengths to everyone around you. Please, continue.”
Gwen chuckled lightly. "I just wanted to make sure to give you the chance to walk out if needed." She laughed. "After years of staying in the house I was allowed out because apparently my ex's father wasn't home so I showed up at my parent's house and watched as my cousin I barely knew stormed out because she had just found out she was adopted. That is another story though. She showed up at the beach and tried to talk to me so being the wonderful child I was I told her to go drown herself and she did. We left town after that and I went to school and assumed a fake identity." She shook her head. "It never occurred to me to just run away, the majority of my life I had lived with these people so I thought everything was normal, or what I assumed was normal. After years of searching for me my father found me and killed me." She shrugged, continuing. "I met a crazy person named Fate and two people I assumed were my grandparents when she made me a deal. I would be allowed to live and forget everything in my past if I was willing to pay the price." Gwen shook her head and spoke softly. "The price was that my daughter would be taken from me in the worse way possible. I never thought I would have children. I never imagined it. It was just a stupid deal. The woman didn't even look the same as she does now" She ended up putting her head in her hands, unable to comprehend what Solstice went through in her last moments.
Edward reached over and put his hand delicately on her shoulder. “We were all young once, Gwen. We all did and said stupid things that we never thought we would mean. You can’t keep holding your head down and blaming yourself for a mistake you made years ago.” He shook his head and let out a slow breath. “It sounds like this world has really put you through fire just to get to where you are today. I know it’s not much but… I’m sorry.” He looked at her with sadness in his purple eyes. “If this is too much, you don’t have to keep going.” Gwen smiled sadly.
"I have just never really had said any of this out loud. I guess it feels good to say it to someone who isn't judging me for it." She smiled warmly at him and sighed. "At this rate I'm going to end up kissing you again Ed." She chuckled.
"Anyways, I nearly lost my mind trying to figure out who I was and met my ex ...again. It was like something was trying to push us together. It all felt forced in the end. Anyways, I figured out who I was when I became pregnant with Eric and Solstice...as a teenager. We moved a lot for awhile as I tried to be a parent and failed miserably so I went searching for their father and went back to the place I died. He left a note for me claiming I was a terrible being and that I was a monster and that I was going to kill him in the future or something like that. I lost it, forgot my children and went to Bridgeport where I killed a lot of people. I nearly killed my cousin's daughter who just made me lose my mind to protect herself. I got my 'sanity' back and found my ex. I married him and had two more children with him. Everything was going fine until I learned Eric's friend Aurora and my daughter were actually sirens disguised as them and my daughter had..died. I learned who my ex really was so I tossed my ring at him and went to Bridgeport." She shrugged. "I'm now going into servitude to the woman that may or may not torture my family for power because, well, I don't know why. I just feel like I have to, you know? I can't describe it."
Edward leaned back in his chair and stared at her skeptically. “You went through all of that pain alone?” He shook his head. “That’s… terrible.” His eyes looked at her intensely. “Are you ok? And I don’t mean right now… I just mean… in general. No one should ever have to go through that alone.” He smiled at her gently. “The world has a way of breaking people in the worst ways sometimes, but for what it’s worth… you’ve got to be one of the strongest and the most beautiful women I’ve ever met - and I’ve met a lot of women in my life.” He chuckled darkly, “including women pretending to be men to get by.” Gwen smiled.
"I guess I have just lived my whole life waiting for the next terrible thing to happen and seeing if I would survive it. I'm just happy I made it this far truthfully." She frowned. "I forgot, I killed my brother, John. I didn't know I killed him until later. I had no idea I had killed him really." She stared quizzically at the wall. "Looking back I think I suffered from stockholm syndrome." She shrugged and smiled softly at him. "Thank you Ed." She tilted her head. "That sounds like an interesting story."
“He leaned across the table, closing a bit of the istance between them with his eyes locked on hers. “That’s hardly a way to live. You deserve to be free and happy - not hiding and waiting for something to happen to you. You should celebrate how far you’ve come and slam the door on your past. While I know those things made you into the Gwen I got to meet last night, it’s just not worth it to dwell upon the past like that. All that matters is you’re a beautiful,
powerful woman and you don’t need anyone else there to hold your hand. You raised your kids - you put up with the shoddy monster you call an ex, and at the end of the day you’ve more than done everything you could - you did even better. Tell the world to shove off when it comes knocking next time, because you’re
you and you’re strong and the world should be
very afraid of those facts.” Gwen grinned, unable to process why after when he had heard everything she had done, he still was willing to put up with her. He had her darkest secrets and not judged her. Gwen closed the rest of the distance between them and crushed her lips to his, she wasn't sure if that was something people did at diners but didn't care.
Edward’s eyes went wide very briefly before they closed slowly. The moment was interrupted by loud clanging and cheering as Jonathon and Joey beat on some pots and pans while raving at them. Edward ignored them, as he always did, but when he and Gwen pulled away he couldn’t resist chuckling.
“Hey, Eddie, do we look like this kind of establishment to you?!” Jonathon shook his head with a grin. Edward rolled his eyes.
“Take off, you hosers!”
“Hey doll! Save some for me!” Joey called out from the kitchen and Jonathon turned around a whacked him with the budget book he was holding. None of the other diner-goers even paid them any mind, it was as if this were a regular occurrence - which it probably was. Gwen's eyes widened the moment she heard them start talking. She wasn't sure if she should just smile or if she should use her voice to make one of them do something embarrassing. She tried the first one and smiled.
Edward rolled his eyes at them and grinned at her. “Don’t mind them, they’re loonies. Absolutely bonkers.” He said the last part loudly and glared at him. Joey stuck his head out from the food window and crossed his eyes at Edward. “I’m sorry if they’re bothering you… they mean well… most of the time.” Gwen laughed. “
They aren’t bothering me. They seem like good people.” Gwen grinned, not even bothering to reflect on what she had said to him. She hadn’t known why she had not broke from the weight of everything and hadn’t bothered to worry about it. It wasn’t natural but something was making her wake up everyday and not worry about the past. It wasn’t natural. Gwen just assumed it had something to do with her being a siren. “Do you have any interesting stories yourself about crazy relatives or anything?” Gwen said teasingly.
Edward nearly spit out his drink before he chuckled. “Compared to your story? You don’t want to hear mine. Boring stuff. My dad died when I was five, my mom snapped under the pressure. My sister had to pretend to be a guy… we fought a couple wars. I killed a few important people and had to flee a country. My sister was granted some voodoo magical stuff and we resurrected my dad with my long-lived great, great grandmother” He paused and pointed at her, with humor in his eyes. “-who was awesome, by the way.” He shrugged. “I worked under Queen C in good ol’ Isla Paradiso, my sister married the son of some god and my niece is blind.” He rested his head against his hand and raised his eyebrows. “Oh, and I’m going through a divorce. See. Boring.” He leaned back in the booth and crossed his arms slightly, laughter bubbling up in his throat. Gwen blinked, trying her best to process everything. She searched for the right words to say.
"Wars? A god? Queen C?" Ed laughed and the day only seemed to get better and better. The food was amazing as Gwen had expected and Ed and her talked for hours before going to there homes. Gwen felt lighter after talking to Ed and couldn’t help but feel happy for what was to come. She didn’t know that her son was being controlled by Aurora with a voodoo doll or that she would be the cause of the destruction of Bridgeport.
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On that note I will leave you with an adorable photo of Calloway and Matt.