Hey, come in. Welcome again to my world, guys. Sorry for the delay, my love life (ahem) really made me busy It’s not end well, tho. But, I’m glad that it’s already over.
I just want to share the excitement. So, this is the story:
There is one girl that I love:
She’s smart, lovely, and humble; working hard and always tried her best.
She’s also a kind of
tsundere, haha.
She’s not only pretty but she had a kind heart.
Following into her life stories, for me; she’s perfect in her imperfect life.
She’s perfect just the way she is.
I met her by accident in a game shop (well, that’s rare for a girl who loves playing hardcore game lol) and we quickly became close as we have so many things in common but the problem is…
I never knew if she already had
a boyfriend!
And I never asked her either!
Oh, gosh! When I remember back when I was very embarrassed after I felt the timing is right. It happens just a moment when I confess her! I just want both of us to be happy, so we chose to walk a different path in the day that I confess (darn, why I’m so clueless), and we decided to never meet again for sure. Her boyfriend is scary and very jealous, lol.
We talked about this (my heart is broken that time) and we’re cool (I feel empty). We never know about what life would bring to us (I hope that we could meet again, when she’s single hahah). But, I know deep down inside she had feeling for me just looking about how her attitude toward me. (I’m not a love expert but I ever been in relationship you know lol)
She said that she’s happy with her boyfriend, but I never had seen she looks happy with her current boyfriend (it looks like one side relationship, that one always yield in, hopefully her boyfriend is not rude toward her and no physical violence please!). Well, I am a Watcher, not a Stalker by all means
(I just worried about her)
That’s different when we’re together. Strangely, we never talked things that related to love thing, just around hobby and stuffs. We never talk about day either, just our interests and life is just like in a blissful paradise.
We always have the best time and full of laughter even it’s just for a short time. It’s just like we already know since a long time ago. I know that she wants me and I do felt the same. It’s like that she’s my true love that I was longing for. I believe that she’s the one and include the right person in my life.
The only thing that I regretted from her, why she didn’t tell me earlier that she’s already had boyfriend. But, I couldn’t blame her either this is also part of my fault. I’ve seen her eyes, her eyes reflect loneliness. She may act tough but deep down inside she’s scream. If only I had meet her earlier (sigh)
It’s really weird, complicated and twisted situation that I ever had in my life.
There’s a time when I chat with her, she typed inappropriate thing that makes me shock to the max. Oh, my for such a lovely girl typed something that I never ever write in my life. She said that it’s her brother but realizing now it might be her jealous boyfriend hahahah… (I felt bad now; I hope that she’s not getting slapped)
My past relationship was never like this. Oh well that was one kind of weird forms of love.
I still have a little piece of heart for her and she might be my damsel on distress, but I don’t want any trouble for now. So, let alone the underhanded tricks (oh no! I’m not that kind of man).
I will wait patiently if she’s really my true love. I’ll reserve my heart for her and goes on with my life for now. Well, I don’t want to be married with someone that I’m not truly love. I bet that you feel the same like me. True, single Simmers? #slapped
That’s very cruel if we say that we love someone but the reality is not like that. We could say anything but our action describes everything. I never thinking about big thing, I just love the way we are, living in simplicity doesn’t matter for me because she is my world.
Just as what Dr. Seuss said:
“To the world you may be one person; but to one person you may be the world.”
So, that’s why I want to make my parents understand about my situation. I just want to enjoy my life with a joyful heart, until I reach 32-33 and if I still couldn’t find someone that I seek, they could do anything as they please. (ex: grandkids lol).
Well, life is just like a box of chocolate right? We never know what we’ll get. That’s some quote from Forest Gump.
So, I just need to focus into positive things instead thinking about relationship that’s not end well (that’s not good for my health). I also must remember my main goal. Love can wait, thing that important that I stay happy to maintain my health issue.
That’s what justproud told me yesterday. And then I finally can use her as my Immortal Dynasty participant LOL (I knew, that’s what TS4 for right?) that’s also one kind of (hilarious) advice that I got from him.
I also got support from Playalot, she’s kinda worried yesterday and sent me a PM and ask me what’s wrong. I told her, not all the problem, tho. She also wished me the best and I felt so much better after that. Glad that I’ve friends in this forum! Thank you so much.
But thing that I want her to know is nothing gonna change my love for her, just like one of West life song.
Well, enough about that.
Let’s into the main focus here
I will take time off for being a Simmer for awhile; that’s also online to specific forums, including this one.
Sniff. I don’t want to. But, there are real stuffs that I must take care of and that’s very important for my future. But, this story will stay. Y’all see the banner. Their life stories still go on.
For Ferretmania, Playalot, Ginj, Indira, TobeyR and Tipi who leave comments here, thank you guys for your appreciation. That really means so much for me. Thank you for spent your time just reading my story that also applies to silent readers out there.
@Playalot: At least that’s what I can do if I haven’t got chance to visit your place lol. I’m not kind, I’m evil lol.
@Ginj: Yep, I love that quote too. You’ll find more about Malcolm in the next chapter. That just happens by chance as I study business thing. I’d love to share something that I learned in life, through books or whatever through stories and make what’s complicated into a simply thing that everyone could understand. I just want people from my stories could learn something more than just a story. My learning style is reading and writing, so it’s beneficial for both of me and readers.
@Indira: Thanks! My sister is who actually the fan of Sebastian. I just happen to know. She’s watch the new Anime of Black Butler lol.
@TobyR: Thank you, Toby. Next chapter will be ready to read
@Tipi: Thank you. Yup, being programmer is not easy task, I already been there (not official) and it’s complicated lol.
Hopefully it won’t take long. So, that’s why the next chapter is quite long to keep you busy while I’m away. I suggest reading it slowly. It also took me forever to finish this chapter, lol.
There are three parts:
04a. (You) Light Up My LifeThis story focused on Bob Pancakes current progress including his back-story that could explain everything about him. I hope the real Bob won’t mind, lol.
04b. Stay HumanThis story focused on the back story of Malcolm Landgraab. That could explain everything about him for being an evil narcissist selfie addict. Not to mention there are Mortimer Goth, Bella Bachelor, Altos and several people (mentioned) from The Sims 3 being involved in this package.
04c. The Vows Go UnbrokenThis story focused on Aristo and his surroundings. I couldn’t say more because it’d spoil the fun.
So, here’s the link: -
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And here is another story; it’s the prologue for my upcoming story. I really want to participate in my first challenge ever. I heard 1 November is the date. So, I just want to share the excitement with you guys! Hopefully it would have its own thread, lol. Here we go: -
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Before I leave I have big shouts to:
Fellow writers:
Playalot (
The Fox Legacy), justproud2b (
Red’s Legacy Challenge), Ginj (
The Desjardins Story), Indira (
Cost Of Happiness), Ferretmania (
The Gamble Legacy), MarianT (
Koehlers' Kraziness), Tipi (
The Blue Legacy) and those who write stories in this forum.
Thanks guys! It has been a blast!
Good luck with your stories & finger crosses for your challenges!
Not forget to mention about readers, silent readers and Carl and Pam’s staffs.
…you know that sometimes a little thing could mean so much to someone and that’s what I felt.
Nuff said!
Thank you so much for your support!
Stay awesome! Until we meet again. Bye!