I was genuinely ecstatic when I finally was allowed to return home... but not everything went as I had expected. The first days were al right, I suppose. I enjoyed the company of my own brethren... and of Mother, who I had missed dearly.
But as days grew into weeks and weeks grew into months, I started spending more and more time staring down. I was careful not to harm any of the Sims, trying to help instead of mess up their lives in every way I could... but it simply wasn't enough any more. It took me a while to understand the full truth. I longed to be down there, amongst those frail, but so mysterious beings known as Sims. I came to realize my love for them had grown in my time with Mariska... and I truly missed the presence of those mortal beings more than I ever would have guessed.
Mother knew I wasn't happy, of course. I think so did Az, who barely left my side ever since I returned. I suppose I was the reason for his constant worried look. My favorite little brother was afraid for me...
Only yesterday, Mother came to me and asked whether I would like another challenge 'down below', though she warned me it may be even more difficult than the one I had been set for my earlier transgression. "Of course," she told me, "You will be allowed to contact us, as this challenge is in no way meant as a punishment to you, my dear Gabriel." I could do nothing else than nod, more enthusiastically than the matter warranted. Mother smiled at my excitement, but there was a hint of sadness in Her eyes.
"I have been thinking of a way to help your twin brother..." She whispered then, to my utter surprise. For all we knew, She had thrown Lucifer out of our home as well as out of Her heart. I guess I - of all angels - should have known better. Mother is incapable of hatred... and She is the most forgiving person I have ever known. Of course She had not forgotten about my twin. "Your own experiences in the Sim world has taught you a lot, my beloved boy. I'm hoping it can do the same for Lucifer. Maybe the Sims - and you - can show him the way home."
I blink, stunned, but I can feel my heart contract at the thought of having Lucifer back with me. He is my twin... and, as such, he has always been closer to me than any of our younger brethren. "If there is anything I can do to help him back into Your light, Mother, I will not hesitate," I promise. Mother smiles and nods. "I know that, Gabriel. I'm just not sure he isn't too far gone for this to work..." After that, she starts to explain what she has in mind, leaving me to think it over before making my final decision.
I understand her hesitation, but if there is even the slightest chance I can bring Lucifer back into Her graces, I will not fail. So, I return to her only a little later. "I will do this, Mother. And I will do it for as long as it takes, no matter how often he needs to be rejuvenated." She looks at me oddly before nodding. "I want you to know you CAN give up at any time, Gabriel mine. Lucifer may be well beyond saving, though I know you have the most chances at success." "If he still cares..." I whisper, unsure of my twin's feelings towards me. "If not, he will learn to again before his part of the challenge is done," She smiles, before Her fingers gently touch my wings. This time, I immediately manage to balance myself without the common weight at my back. Even though I already miss them, I know they will only get in the way for my mission.
"Goodbye, Gabriel," the wind whispers with Mother's voice, as I find myself in a strange land once again.
So, here I am again... back in the world of Sims, facing another one of Mother's near impossible challenges. My return, however, is not meant as a punishment. I need to prepare for Lucifer's arrival first. Only when I'm ready, the true challenge will begin: to redeem my twin brother, Lucifer by raising him as a Sim child.
For those who do not know me... I am Gabriel, named Shepherd for my tasks as an angel. This time the 'last name' is suitable to the duty I will try to perform. I will be my own twin's shepherd, guardian and... father? That's sure going to feel weird, especially at first... but I have to prepare a home for him first. I'm not really that happy with having to lock him up, but I can understand the reasoning behind it. I know he would cause more than a little mess should he get out before he's completely restored to his angelic personality.