Dear Friend,
It's been a while and I am sorry about that.
We decided to throw a party for Lucas and Sarah to celebrate their graduating college.
"Hey, what's wrong?" Jeremy asked walking up behind me.
"Nothing hot stuff." I said blowing him a kiss.
He chuckled a bit, but got serious again.
"I know when something is bothering you Sam." He said.
I sighed.
"We wont be here." I said.
"What?" He asked.
"We wont be here! To see our children grow up to be parents, to watch our grandchildren grow." I whispered.
"What? Honey, what makes you say that?!" He gasped pulling me into his arms.
"We're getting old Jeremy, just look at my face! I'm getting wrinkles bad! And our birthdays are coming up. I'm not ready to leave them Jeremy. The twins aren't even teenagers yet!" I worried.
"Love, did you forget who you are married too? I'm getting old too, but we're doing this together. Who says we won't be here to see our grandchildren? Sure, we may not see Sophia's and Stefan's but we may be able to meet Sarah's or Lucas'! You see how fast things are going with Margaret!" He reassured, "Everything is going to be okay."
"And I happen to think your wrinkles are sexy." He whispered.
I laughed.
We went back downstairs, Sarah was playing video games with Stefan, and Sophia asked Jeremy to make her some food.
I walked passed Lucas' room and saw that he was writing a love letter, I smiled and headed to our bedroom.
"Hey baby boy." I said the next day.
"Hi." He said.
"So, things are getting serious between you and Margaret." I said.
"Yeah. I love her mom." He told me.
I smiled.
"I'm happy for you, just take it slow. Don't rush into anything or make her rush into anything, you have to make sure to keep her happy and feeling safe. And never ever cheat on her." I told him.
"Sarah told me that dad cheated on you." He said.
I looked at the ground, "Yeah, he did."
"You guys got back together though." He said.
"We did, but that still doesn't make what your father did right. It took a very long time for me to trust him again." I told Lucas.
"I won't cheat on her mom." He promised.
"Good." I said.
We stood up, soaked from the rain, but neither of us cared. He got serious and sentimental all off a sudden and pulled me in a hug.
"I love you mom." He whispered.
I closed my eyes, "I love you too."
He pulled apart and wiped away a tear or two.
"Margaret is coming over soon, I'm going to go clean up." He said.
"Okay." I said.
I watched as he walked away, I never felt more scared in my entire life. I was going to die, and he would be all alone. The kids would be alone, Sarah would have to step up and raise the twins.
I sighed and walked inside.
...
Margaret showed up the next morning around 9 AM.
And something big happened.
I was a little shocked that he did that! I haven't even met her yet!
He brought her inside to have her meet me after.
"I'm Margaret." She said.
"Sam." I smiled.
We talked for a while until Jeremy got home. Lucas told him the good news and he got to meet and talk to Margaret for a little bit.
He seemed to be happy for them.
Well, it's been a long day so I think I'm going to lay down. Until next time!
Love always,
Sam
Hey guys! I'm back! Sorry it took so long, life is whipping me around in several different directions lately haha! Let me know what you think! 
