Part 5: AlloysFrom the personal accounts of Aurum AlchimiaAfter…That oddness at the party… I…I just wanted to get back to work. I will return to the matter of that… experience when I have made more headway.
For the first matter of business, I take up a career ghost-hunting. I hope to understand the human spirit via capture and careful analyzation. Maybe dissection – if the spirits are still active, one would assume it to be vivisection, but that requires life. I wonder if I could create life by stripping the vital essence of the spirit, perhaps with some sort of acid bath! And infusing it with a few of the ingredients from my life-alteration elixirs, and attaching this all to some manner of base material.
(… I wonder if that is the path to
takwin, the path that led my father to me.)
Well, with actual spirits, the skies will be the limit, I am sure.
I return feeling inspired, and use that energy to advance in my studies. They are coming along quite well; I believe I will have exhausted the ability of my small alchemy station and meager experimentations to teach me.
I celebrate (or, perhaps, merely put aside my dread) by practicing some chess, to get ready for the sort of logical thinking I will need to capture ghosts.
I was called upon to do my first job that evening, and I quickly began working. While capturing spirits was difficult, I began to suspect certain commonalities were present within the spiritual echoes left in certain locations. I will document these at a later date, but am pleased to report that I have received my first promotion!
It got a little bit tricky to finish all three jobs in just one night; had I been four minutes later at my final location, it would not have occurred. My excellent turn of speed (and close finish) earned me another promotion. I proceeded to donate my finds to a local science facility, at the request of the local ghost hunting office. They said it was for study, and this is a truly meritous thing…Though I am not sure why this additional facility is needed. Surely my science is sufficient…Think of what some nitrous acid could do to those spirits!
In the meanwhile, other members of the household were settling in…
Enjoying each other’s company…
The usual sort of thing for those two. They’d talked it over and decided to hold off a bit longer on having a child; Darren’s architecture reviews weren’t going across terribly well, and Darleen was still looking for a purpose, and going on maternity leave wouldn’t help that.
Besides, Darleen was building her grand apple-pie-in-the-sky schemes with Aurum and Jaycen, who she’d noticed coming home with blushing faces, and to her that could be a sign of nothing, absolutely nothing, but true love. True love like the love she had for her Darren, just in case the level of painful shipper sweetness wasn’t high enough for you to understand the contents of Darleen’s head (60% hearts and butterflies). So naturally, she wanted to see where that would go, make a nice extended family of it, since there wouldn’t be space for her initial plans of having loads of children.
Darleen finds an unusual specimen.
“Is this not the cutest thing, Aury? It’s like a little hypno-teddybear or something!”…I am not sure how I feel about being called Aury. I am not sure how I feel about teddy bears, though I suppose hypnosis does have constructive psychological usage.
“…Out of deference to your opinion, I will study it further.”
”So we can keep it?”“…Yes.”
It does not seem to melt under industrial-grade heat. Good to know.
I made purchase of the gypsy caravan and a neighborhood playground, and upgraded the latter. I am pleased, and it leaves our finances free for further additions and objects.
I receive a request from the local officers of the law to assist them. They do not refer to it as a Black Op, which puzzles me, but I believe it qualifies.
My studies in alchemy continue quite well. I have, in fact, reached a level of skill that satisfies my requirements for immortality! That said, when it comes to certain.
I will not say I have completed my studies; all I know is petty elixir-making, after all. The true knowledge of alchemy, the true entirety of the soul, the transmutation of the physical to its teleological end…
This still eludes me. However, even my study of this mundane alchemy of elixirs eludes me somewhat; there are challenges I’ve yet to meet. But I have also managed all the elixir recipes I can without outside reading, so I will call my progress excellent!
I’ll never be done studying. In fact, if I succeed in my efforts to produce this limited elixir of life… I’ll be able to study for all eternity.
I feel so happy.
However, there are ways in which my time is limited. Compared to other people, my life will be very long…So the time I have here and now, relative to the length of my life, is very short.
Jaycen will only be in this world for a small portion of my total existence. Whatever time I have to decide what to do about….what happened… is, in fact, no time at all.
Perhaps the movement of time according to relativity that felt so wonderful at the moment of that kiss…Is actually sad.
And it’s interrupting my studies, too.
I mention this to Darleen over breakfast
Breakfast seems to have been the only time in early days where Aurum would be not at work, and the schedules of various members of the house would sync. That, and the nightly potion-tossing.“Since that party…
I suffer from shortness of breath, increased heart rate and an accompanying increase in surface temperature…Distractability…Obsessive thoughts...About him.”
”You’re in love!”“…I am?” That was such a swift diagnosis. I’m startled, to be honest.
”I knew it! Oh, you’re so cute together. He’s like the wandering womanizer who’s finally learned to love through the failure of his charms on a beautiful but emotionally-detached scientist, who learns to understand the mystery of the human heart.”“…I…am?”
"Well, you're working on it! Isn't that what alchemy is? Nothing purifies and actualizes the soul like love!"“…I would like…” My voice is a whisper. “I’d certainly like to try; I think it may be necessary for my studies.”
We watch Jaycen for a moment, Darleen sizing this up.
”Ok, you need to make a move. A big one. Jaycen’s kinda flighty, from what my girlfriends tell me; he’ll wander off if you don’t get his attention.”“How do you do that?”
”Well, let’s start with a date! And maybe an outfit that doesn’t have a welding apron.”“My apron is very useful for keeping stains and dangerous materials from my person…”
”Yeah, but it also keeps your person from his person, and that’s a no-no on the dating scene! Come on!”She dragged me to my wardrobe and flew to work assembling a new outfit.
”And let’s lose these!”“Ah. Please, I need that…”
”It’ll be there. For your other outfits. Let’s see a little of that pretty golden skin!”“B-but my legs…”
”It’s all about experimenting! Now, it’s fall, so we’ll want a little jacket… And let’s let your hair down.”“Aaaah! What are you drawing on me with?”
”It’s called make-up sweetie.”“I’ve read about this. Isn’t there lead in there? ”
”Not since the 1800s, honey…And anyway, white makeup would not work on your skin, anyway. If he loves you, then trying to change something so, so Aury isn’t good!”“Is that so?”
”It’s so. Love you get by changing yourself too much isn’t real love; you’re not going to be able to keep it, and you certainly won’t enjoy it.”I’m very startled. I feel kind of exposed, but… This is an experiment. I am gathering data.
This. Is. SCIENCE!
”He’s going to love it, sweetie.”That, too.
What a sage woman…
…I think.
”Wow, Aurum. You look…Great. What’s the big dress-up for?”“I request your companionship on an excursion…If you’d like.”
“…Are you…?”“….” I do not say anything further.
“Yeah, ok! Hey, I know a hangout for you magic-y sorts; wanna check it out?”I nod, gladdened. I have never asked someone out before. This was a triumph; I’m making a note here, “Huge success.”
“How have you been?”
”I’m not sure I’ll be able to figure out how to sculpt with that Ice-9 stuff of yours…At least not before your next birthday. Real ice is hard enough…But I think I can get it.”Ah, yes. Ice-9. It’s a polymorph of ice that doesn’t melt until well above room temperature, capable of everlasting storage. Also, freezing a person’s bloodstream. It’s largely unfeasible outside of science fiction…However, through the power of alchemy, a miracle like that’s possible. I’ve been crafting some, but it’s hard to take a chainsaw to, it seems.
“I have every faith.”
”Heh, yeah.”“How’s Sheila?”
”…I’m juggling a lot. But it sounds like she’s doing well. I hope to see her soon.”He really has grown a lot. I hope he’s not worrying over-much on my account.
“…Go see her.”
”But then the sculptures –““They can wait. Thank you, though…But it’ll really be OK.”[/b]
However, while it allowed Jaycen to have some lunch, there was really nothing there…So we moved on…
To the beautiful botanical garden, home to a lot of beautiful plants. They are largely desert natives; I am interested in taking cuttings for our own oasis.
“Why’d you want to come out today, Aurum? It’s…Kinda unlike you.” “…Is that bad?” He shook his head when I said that.
“Nah, I’m happy. I mean, I was starting to think if I didn’t make you, you’d just stand by your alchemy table all day.”“I would also play chess. And meditate on the universe, as a matter of recreation.”
“….Riiight. I’ll be honest, I was kind of worried.”“…But…You did make me come. You made me go to a party….And…You kissed me.”
“Aw, geeze, you didn’t … I’m sorry. I just thought you…I just…” He fumbles for words.
”It was a heat of the moment thing, I guess…Because I really do like you, Aurum.”I listen to my body’s signaling. Sometimes, that’s the only way I can understand what I am feeling. It knows… It knows things I am not prepared to understand. In that moment, my body feels sore and aching; most likely, I am sad. And what I also feel is…
“…I liked it. But…Because you did such a thing…I can’t sit still anymore. I can’t focus. I can’t think, knowing there’s just a wall between where you are and where I am… “
Am I more base…Or less? I do not know. However…My data shows that I am happy here.
“The best diagnosis is… That I am in love with you.”
”Well, that’s good. It makes it a lot less awkward…When I do this.”“May I ask you something?”
”What is it?”“Do you intend to leave? Darleen said…That you were a wanderer.”
”Heck no!” He paused, and seemed to give it a more accurate assessment.
”...But I did. I was just going to, you know. Do the usual…Wine and Woo you…And then when I was bored I would go home. It’d have been a fun little vacation…And that would have been all of it.”“I see.”
”B-but that’s…I don’t know when it happened, but the more I saw you, the more I got to know you…The more it felt like I’d have no fun if I left.” He rubs the back of his head; it appears that honesty is a bit of a challenge for him, and adds
”I gotta warn you: I don’t know how to do a real relationship, or anything. But…I’d like to learn.”“It will be a new field of study for both of us.”
We stand there for a moment, happy and flushed. My heart’s a butterfly that’s still unpinned, a study in light motion.
”What do we do now?”I think I know what I want to do now, without anyone to tell me. After all, while it may not be required for an immortal dynasty, from what I understand, it is the traditional thing to do…And as it has proven successful, I believe it is the correct path.
…And anyway, it’s what I want.
“Well, perhaps…You could marry me?” I do not think I have gotten this custom right; well, I suppose if I wanted to practice, I could break up with him and try again.
”Yes. That sounds just like what I want to do!”We embrace. A light rain begins to fall. I feel resolved and balanced as an equation, there in his arms.