I did something shocking today. There I stood in Alex's room while he slept sniffling. I was rejected for the first time today after auditioning for a gig. The guy laughed in my face and asked if I was serious, I gave him a free copy of my album in case he changed his mind. But he just took it and snapped it in half letting it fall to the ground. I wiped more tears from my eyes as I carefully got into bed next to Alex.
He made a grunting noise as the bed moved under my weight, he slowly lifted his head up off the pillow and looked at me still half asleep.
"Natalie?" He asked sitting up.
"I'm sorrry..." I whispered.
He sat up faster noticing that I was crying, "Natalie what is wrong?"
"It's stupid really." I told him.
He got off of the bed and made me do the same. He wrapped my in his strong arms and hugged me. I cried into his shoulder telling him everything that happened at my audition.
"There will be others Natalie, you will have more auditions and more performances." He told me.
"I'm sorry for waking you for something this stupid." I said wiping my tears away.
"It's fine." He reassured me.
"Let's go sing!" He said out of no where.
"What? You don't sing though..." I said.
"Come on! Let's go!" He said taking my hand and leading me downstairs.
He actually was a decent singer for someone who doesn't sing! We had a blast!
I noticed something while we sang... His eyes... His eyes were like a dark dark brown, and they seemed to light up when I was around. And when he smiled, he grinned so big that I'm surprised his lips didn't touch his ears... I stared at him noticing all of this now. His hair was amazing, like McDreamys on that show Grey's Anatomy. He took my breath away...
He noticed that I stopped singing, he looked at me and laughed a little.
"Is something wrong? Am I that horrible?" He asked smiling.
"What?! I mean, no! You are wonderful... You are amazing..." I whispered.
"You're not to bad yourself." He said being cheesy.
I laughed, "Watch stars?"
"What?" He asked.
"Sorry! That came out wrong, all jumbled.. Forget it." I stammered.
I put the mic down and made a bee line for the door.
"Natalie!" He yelled stopping me.
I turned around slowly.
"I would love to watch the stars with you." He whispered.
He made his way to me looking directly in my eyes, my heart stopped as he led me outside. We took a seat on the grass next to the house.
I saw him hesitate, what was he hesitating on doing? Out of the corner of my eye I saw him reach for my hand... And then I felt him grab my hand and hold it. At first I thought it was an accident, that he just accidently put his hand over mine, but then he squeezed my hand.
OH MY GOD!
It was one of those teenager moments you know? Where you want to lock yourself in your room and just dance and go crazy because a boy kissed you, or held your hand for the first time... This is different, I never had these feelings with Seth!
He held my hand...
...And I liked it!
Resetting my heart back to normal speed I told myself that it was just a nice gesture. He probably didn't mean it in a romantic kind of way, we were just friends... Just... Friends...
But I couldn't stop thinking about him holding my hand...
"Natalie?" Alex asked walking over to me.
"Yeah?" I asked.
"Ummm... I was just wondering... If, maybe.. You would want to go out sometime..." He mumbled.
"Like a date?" I asked.
"...Yeah." He said.
"Yeah!" I said sounding a bit to eager.
So we went out on a date! We stayed home though, we went swimming! And afterwards he cooked hot dogs on the grill. It was an amazing first date, and the way it ended... Well, that was my favorite part...
I laid in bed that night with my eyes glued open and a smile on my face. With Seth, I felt things were moving too fast. We had moved in together like right after the third date or so... We didn't have our first kiss for a while since he had commitment issues, but when we did I still felt like we were going too fast...
But Alex... It was different. Sure we just moved in with each other, and he was a complete stranger... But I think... I think I liked him. A lot. I know I'm crazy, this whole thing is crazy! The phone rang stopping my thoughts, I rushed out of bed answering it, for some reason praying that it was Alex.
"Hello?!" I said.
"Is this Natalie Truman?" Someone asked.
"Yes, may I ask who is calling?" I said.
"Hi, I'm sorry for calling so late but I heard your album from a friend. I was wondering if you would be willing to come do a gig at the coffee house tomorrow at 5:30?" He asked.
"Yes! Sure! That would be great!" I said.
"Great! Come a little early so you can set up the stage!" He told me.
"Okay!" I said.
We hung up... Great. Now how was I suppose to sleep?!
I did as I was told and set up my own stage, it kind of looked like Katy Perry had thrown up on it but I liked it!
I smiled and sang as I looked out at the crowd! They loved me!
That's when I saw him...
I couldn't help but smile at Alex, but my heart sank when I saw him...
What was Seth doing here? And why did he have to be by Alex? I knew this wouldn't end well but I just had to ignore it for now and go on with the show.
"WOO! NATALIE! I LOVE YOU!" Seth screamed.
I saw Alex tense up, he rounded his shoulders and turned around... Oh no.
"What did you say?" He asked.
"I- Who are you?" Seth asked.
"Someone you just made angry." Alex growled pushing Seth.
"Alex! No!" I said running off the stage.
"Natalie who is this guy?" Seth asked.
"I live with him now." I told him.
"Oh, so the b**** got you to let her move in too? Watch your heart man." Seth said to Alex.
WHAM!Alex smacked Seth right in the face. I gasped covering my mouth. Seth growled and pushed Alex, that made Alex even more angry and he launched at Seth fighting him to the ground.
"ALEX NO!" I screamed.
Alex was proud that he won the fight and kicked my ex-boyfriend's butt, but I was mad.
"Alex how could you!" I screamed.
"Did you hear what he called you?! I wasn't going to let him get away with that!" He told me.
"God! You could have gotten hurt Alex!" I almost cried.
"I didn't though! I'm fine!" He said.
"That was just plain stupid Alex! He may be my ex but that is no reason to start throwing punches!" I scolded.
"So you are going to defend him?! What about me! I just beat him up because he called you a bad name!" He yelled.
"Well, if this is how you are... Then I-I'm not sure if I want to be around you!" I screamed.
I walked all the way home crying, this was some cruel joke. Make me fall for the guy and then have him do that! He could have got hurt! Or killed! I got to the house and pushed Charlie away as he jumped on me to greet me. I went to the living room taking my stupid heels off and sat down.
"NATALIE!" I heard Alex scream slamming the front door.
He ran in the living room as I got up, he was out of breath.
"Natalie!" He gasped.
He ran and pulled me in his arms.
"I'm sorry Natalie! I really am! I'm stupid! I-I can't imagine you being mad at me! Please forgive me!" He pleaded, his voice was shaky like he was going to cry at any moment.
"...I-You were very stupid Alex! And I swear if you do this again, if you put your life in danger again! I will not forgive you, but I forgive you now." I told him.
He let out a breath of relief. He pulled me into an embrace and kissed me, he broke the kiss and sobbed in my shoulder. I hugged him not knowing what to do, he never cried in front of me before.
Wow! LONG post! I am amazed I got all the screenshots I wanted to use in without hitting the 25 mark! I came close though! And I know it doesn't take four shots to show that they were singing Karaoke but those are my favorite of what I took so I had to share them! I love all the reviews! Keep them coming!