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Wish Upon a Northern Star
« on: May 10, 2012, 08:04:14 PM »
This is the first time I've written this since the move.  I ripped out the other pages and pictures, I wish I could forget everything that happened before now.  This is my fresh start, and I hope something good will happen with my life now.  After all, I'm not the only one depending on me to do well, am I?  My name is Shanna North, and to anyone who might read this in the future, long after I am gone, I hope I dispel any rumors about me that might still be circling.

I used to live in Bridgeport with my very wealthy parents.  My mother was a high-ranking politician, and my father was a well-to-do business man.  I had anything I could have wanted, I had.  My parents sent me to boarding schools and camps so I could learn everything I could, and I loved to travel.  More than anything, though, I wanted someone of my own to love.  I wanted a family of my own, a loving husband with many, many children.  To be honest, I wouldn't have minded staying at home and just taking care of the children.  Any time I would see a baby or toddler I would melt and goo over them, and their parents would never mind, happy to have someone else care for them for even a few minutes sometimes.  Even the vampire babies didn't bother me like they did most people, it's just something that happens.

The last boarding school I was enrolled in was Peace and Love Academy.  When I came home for the summer, still a teenager, not yet graduated, I announced to my parents that I was pregnant!  My parents were furious, demanding to know who the father was, threatening me with several options, telling me how much of a disappointment I was to them now, and their only child at that.  I wouldn't give up the name of the father, and, finally unable to bear it any longer, I ran away to the town he was from.  Frantic, I tracked him down to tell him what all had happened, only to have him laugh and slam the door in my face.

I was young, with barely any money, and I'd just been thrown out by the only people I'd ever loved.  My mother, my father, and the man who had promised me the world.  What was I supposed to do?

There were rumors of a peaceful little town on the beaches, supposedly free from harm and far away from Bridgeport and my parents.  It took almost two years to get there from Bridgeport, I'd had to stop in another town named Riverview in order to have my babies.  That's right, I had twins!  A boy, Avery, and a girl, Amber.  By the time they were mobile, we had made it to Sunset Valley.  Alone, confused, and trying to raise two very active and intelligent toddlers by myself, I didn't know what to do.  Somehow I managed to scrape together enough money to buy a small, one bedroom house for the three of us.

Here, in this brand new town, maybe I could make a decent living for myself and my little family.  And maybe, just maybe, I would be able to find the love of my life.

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Me, Shanna North.  I'm finally a young adult here!


My son, Avery.  He's older by only 10 minutes.


My daugther, Amber.  She's already far too smart for her own good.

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Re: Wish Upon a Northern Star
« Reply #1 on: May 10, 2012, 09:12:14 PM »
Great start! I like it a lot. Can't wait to see what happen to her little family.  :)



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Re: Wish Upon a Northern Star
« Reply #2 on: May 11, 2012, 12:56:40 AM »
good start!  can't wait to read more!

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Wish Upon a Northern Star
« Reply #3 on: May 11, 2012, 01:04:05 AM »
You've drawn me in! Very intriguing beginning. And nice to read a story about Sunset Valley!

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Re: Wish Upon a Northern Star
« Reply #4 on: May 11, 2012, 03:25:51 PM »
I'm in! The beginning sounds great.

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Re: Wish Upon a Northern Star
« Reply #5 on: May 12, 2012, 03:35:13 PM »
Thank you!  Glad to know you're liking it already!

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As I last wrote, the house I managed to buy only has one bedroom, but for now, that's all we really need.  I managed to move some furniture around in the bedroom so there would be room for my bed and cribs for the twins.  In order to make sure they never get bored, I also bought a peg box and a xylaphone, and somehow someone found out where we live now.  Not long after we moved in, I found a box on the front door with two little dolls in them, one for each of the twins.  I kneeled down and held them out, letting them pick which one they wanted.  Avery and Amber are amazing together, they almost never fight, I hope I've instilled them with love for the family above the self.  It's a good thing to know.

Oh, I suppose I should write a little more about myself, shouldn't I?  I'm not very tall, with a rather average build, blond hair, and blue eyes.  After everything that happened in Bridgeport, I've become a little shy and a bit of a bookworm.  Due to my love of all things family, I suppose that means I'm nurturing as well, wouldn't it?  I will admit, I'm rather easily impressed and a hopeless romantic, which might explain why I fell for my twins' father so easily.  It's not something I want to admit, but I have to.

Once we were settled in, I started teaching Avery and Amber some skills they would need to know in the future.  The most important ones were talking, walking, and using the potty.  They both learned rather quickly, though Amber has an advantage over her brother.  Soon enough, it seemed like my little babies were fairly self-sufficient!  They played with the toys I'd bought for them and the toys they'd been sent, and whenever I had some time, I read them the books I'd splurged on from the bookstore.  There's nothing too good for my family, I'll give them anything they need, even if I have to do without.

After a week or so, I decided it would be best to get a job in town, so I put in an application at the local school.  I'd almost gotten home when I got the call, I'd been hired!  The pay wasn't the best, and the hours weren't too good, but at least it would bring in a little money.  In order to supplement my income, I took up painting on the side.  Of course, I don't have a natural talent for it, but I'm a quick learner when it comes down to it.  If anything, we could live on the rest of the money I'd saved up as long as I could make enough to pay the baby-sitter who came over while I worked.

My babies... my babies needed a father.  I wish I could have been enough for them, but sadly, it wasn't the case.  So what could I do?  I did what any woman does when they're a little desperate, I went to the bar to see who I could meet.  Yes, I suppose I should have gone to the library or the art gallery, but there's something about a bar that made sense.  Of course, my being shy didn't help too much, but as soon as I got there, I was approached.  He introduced himself as Nick, and he smiled at me.  No, he wasn't the most attractive man I'd ever seen, but there was something in his eyes...

Looking into someone's eyes, it must be my downfall.

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Avery and Amber learning to talk...


...to walk...


...and how to potty.


Me learning how to paint in my work clothes.

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Re: Wish Upon a Northern Star
« Reply #6 on: May 13, 2012, 07:29:59 AM »
Is the sim she meet in the bar Nick Alto? Great update. :)



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Re: Wish Upon a Northern Star
« Reply #7 on: May 13, 2012, 04:50:58 PM »
Haha, quiiiiite possible.

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His name was Nick Alto, and even though there was something about him I couldn't quite put my finger on, there was no way I could resist his strange charms.  We sat and talked, had a few drinks, and I kept glancing down at his hands to see if he wore a ring.  I'd heard sometime men and women would try to cheat on their spouses in bars and clubs, taking off their rings so the people they met wouldn't figure it out as easily.

Looking back on things, I guess you could say I was rather naive.

Of course I should have heard of the Alto's, they were rich and owned most of the town, but it just... didn't click, I suppose.  Soon enough, I knew I had fallen for him.  We still talked and talked until the bar closed, and he drove me back home.  I thanked the babysitter and paid her, and asked Nick if he wanted to come in for some coffee.  The twins were in the living room playing with their dolls, and I gave them both a hug and a kiss before starting the coffee.  I'd told him about my kids, it was hard not to tell anyone about them, but he still seemed a little surprised when he saw them.  Maybe he thought I hadn't been telling the truth?  He seemed to be used to people lying to him.

I wanted to change that.  I wanted to be the one he could come home to and he would know I'd always be there.  I wanted a family, more of one, really, since the kids were getting bigger and I felt they needed a father around.  I didn't tell any of this to Nick though, I didn't want to scare him away from me, now that we were getting a little close.  Maybe we moved too fast, I'm not sure, but it seemed like no time had passed and he was telling me I was the most beautiful woman he'd ever seen.  It was easy to flatter me, I didn't have the best self-esteem, everything from my past had seen to that, and I fell even harder for him.

Nick gave me flowers and kissed me, and then... well... I found myself in bed with him.  Who knew something like this could happen?  As I said, I was rather naive when this happened, I wish I hadn't been...

When I woke up the next morning, he was gone.  No note, no nothing.  After tending the twins, I tried calling him a few times to see what happened and why he'd left, but he never picked up, never returned my calls.  Finally, after I got off work that afternoon, I found out where he lived and went to talk to him.  I needed to know if this was truly serious or not, and oh how I hoped it was!  But when I rang the doorbell, and older, severe-looking woman answered the door.

She told me her name was Vita and she was Nick's wife.  She was mean, rude, and downright nasty.  I was told to never come back to their home, never try to contact them again, and proceeded to slam the door in my face.  I couldn't believe it, what had just happened to me?  Why was it once I thought I'd found love, life threw me down again?  Hadn't I faced enough of this in my life already?  Sunset Valley was supposed to be a fresh start for me and my kids, but now...

Depressed, upset, and wishing I could go crawl under a rock, I slinked back home, paid the babysitter, and cried myself to sleep in my room.  The kids were the only light in my life again, and I promised to devote myself to them whole-heartedly as I had before the fiasco with Nick happened.  I just wish that was the only thing that had happened.

A few months passed, and a familiar feeling fell over me.  I was constantly sick and moody, I cried for no real reason whatsoever.  Before it was confirmed by the doctors, I knew it.  I was pregnant.  This was terrible!  I was pregnant again, by a man who cared nothing for me.  If only I hadn't been warned away from the house and the family, what was I supposed to do now?  The twins were still too young to help any, and now I had a baby on the way.  It was hard enough to get by as it was, what else could I do?

Somehow, I'm not sure how, the Alto family had gotten word of the situation.  Not long after my pregnancy was confirmed, I found a check in the mail for $50,000, signed by Vita Alto.  The letter with it said it was to keep me quiet, that the world didn't need to know about all of this.  It was for my silence.  But I figured I should take what little help I could get, and I bought plenty of things for my children, and a few things for myself, of course.  Still, I wished things had turned out otherwise.

That's when I found Nick at my front door.  He was furious with me, told me it was my own fault all of this had happened, and how could I be so stupid?  I managed to argue a little with him, but I mainly cried, unable to think too clearly from everything that had happened.  The arguements, the pay-off, and the raging hormones were like a dysfunctional soup in my head.  There was nothing I could do, and then Nick stormed out of my house, and out of my life, forever.  He'd told me he wanted nothing to do with the child, and at that point, it was fine by me.

What was I supposed to do now?

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I wish I didn't have to put this in, but proof of Nick and I.


Proof of my pregnancy.



Subsequent fight with Nick.

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Re: Wish Upon a Northern Star
« Reply #8 on: May 13, 2012, 05:00:27 PM »
Nick is so evil!

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Re: Wish Upon a Northern Star
« Reply #9 on: May 13, 2012, 08:29:10 PM »
Yup.  With him having Mean-Spirited and Vita having Evil as traits, it's a wonder how Holly turned out alright, isn't it?

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As soon as I was having the normal pregnancy difficulties I seem to have, I got some paid leave from work.  I loved working with the kids of the community, but I had to take care of myself, my twins, and my unborn baby more now.  Even though the baby's father is Nick, I knew I would still love the little one unconditionally.  It wasn't the baby's fault for being born, so there was no blame there.  I decided to start up a little garden behind the house.  It gave me something to do and it would mean a little less money for us to have to spend in the long run.  While the outdoors weren't necessarily my favorite, it wasn't like I hated it either.

I wanted Avery and Amber to have the best childhood I could give them, and I spent as much time with them as I could.  I tried my best to read to them every night, though sometimes I found myself wishing things had gone different with Nick.  Who, in my position, wouldn't feel the same, though?  Yes, the money helped, but I wasn't after the money, I was after someone to love, and who would love me and my children as well.  With two toddlers and a newborn on the way, I didn't know if that would ever happen.  A girl has to dream though, sometimes it's the only way to get through the day.

While reading with the twins one night, I felt a somewhat familiar pang.  Ignoring it (I'd been through signs of false labor before), I kept reading until I was sure I was in labor.  There was no time to get to the hospital, not like I had anyone to take me there anyway, and so I gave birth at home, to a little boy I named Alan.

The twins loved him, and before we'd even had a chance to settle into a routine, they wanted to look him over, play with him, and try to figure out how he worked.  I would hold him and they'd hold his hands or sing to him, sometimes they would gently tickle him.  Even Avery, as much as he can rough-house, was as gentle as he could be with his little brother.  I was so proud of my babies, but it made me wish even more they could have a father.  We were a nice little family, of course, and while they had each other, and I had them as children, it wasn't the same as having someone my own age in the house.  Oh how I wished it would happen.

Things seemed to start looking up for me though, when all of us went in for Alan's first check-up at the hospital.  There I met a man, a man named Geoffrey.

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Beginnings of my little garden


Missing Nick



Reading to the twins at night, outside the house


Labor pains!


Welcome home, Alan North!

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Re: Wish Upon a Northern Star
« Reply #10 on: May 14, 2012, 05:53:10 AM »
Oh my! I see new problems on the horizon. Great update. :)

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« Reply #11 on: May 14, 2012, 10:40:26 AM »
I hope she pulls through! & Welcome Alan!

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Re: Wish Upon a Northern Star
« Reply #12 on: May 14, 2012, 01:51:31 PM »
Geoffrey was a wonderful man, always smiling and eager to help.  He gave all the kids check-ups, and made a few house calls when they were all sick.  It seemed like he loved my kids, and he played with them whenever he got the chance, if they were feeling well.  I kept insisting on paying him for all the attention, but he would simply wave me off and say it was part of some charity work he was doing.  Yet whenever he would tell me this, he would say it with a wink.  What was that supposed to mean?  I knew I should be careful, but after several visits and chats with him, I found myself falling for him.

One day when he came to check on Alan's cold, I worked up the courage to come to the twin's birthday party.  He smiled and told me he would be delighted to come, and before he left for the hospital again, he gave me a kiss on the cheek!  I was in heaven.  Here I was, with three children, alone, and a rich, handsome doctor was taking an interest in me.  How could life get any better?

I did what I could to make myself presentable for the party, and spent the day with the twins decorating the house.  They loved it.  Several people from the neighborhood came over, even the man and his son from down the street.  What was their name again?  Oh yes, Sekemoto.  Seems as though they tried to get out of their house at night, apparently the grandmother was a vampire and... not that pleasant to be around.  Of course I would let them come over, I did my best to be a gracious hostess, even though I was still very shy.

Geoffrey, true to his word, came to the party as well, though there was an emergency at the hospital and he had to leave early.  He did manage to drop off a present he'd bought for them, a table with a bunch of building blocks the kids could play with together.  It was a great gift and the twins loved it the moment they saw it, dragging it outside and starting to build.  They were still the best of friends, and I didn't have the heart to move them from the couch and loveseat when they fell asleep.  They would have plenty of time to sleep in their own beds, it wouldn't hurt to have them enjoy their birthday.

I was getting ready for bed when I heard a knock at the door.  Not wanting the kids to wake up, I rushed and opened the door, slipping outside so whoever it was wouldn't disturb them.  It was Geoffrey, appolozing for having to leave early, and he wondered if he could make up for it in any way.  All I could do was smile and shake my head, telling them the kids were all already asleep, and the twins had loved the present he bought for them.  He shifted around a little, almost as though he didn't want to leave again.  That's when he did something I hadn't really seen coming.  He kissed me!

They say hind-sight is 20/20, and now I know I shouldn't have let it happen, but he was too hard to resist, and we found ourselves inside.  I'd pulled Alan's crib into the living room for the party, he was starting to roll around and I didn't want him getting hurt at the party.  It was just us alone in my room, and, well, I'm sure you can imagine what happened.  The next morning he wasn't in bed.  I was so worried I'd fallen for the wrong man, just like I had with Nick!  I rushed out to the living room, sure I would find the kids sleeping still, only to find breakfast dishes piled in the sink, and Geoffrey playing with all three of my children.  To be honest, I wasn't sure what to do, even when he pulled me to him and kissed me with a smile.  Maybe this would work out after all!

He would stay over many nights, if he wasn't at the hospital, the kids all loved him, and he loved them.  After a month or so, I found out I was pregnant!  When I told Geoffrey, though, he wasn't as happy as I thought he would be.  Yes, he was happy, but not the thrilled look I was expecting.  When he went to work that night, he had a strange look on his face, and when he didn't come back after a couple of days, I was worried another Nick-situation had happened.

Before I was thrown into a full panic, he came back, though he still had an odd look on his face.  Alan was taking a nap and the twins were off at school.  Geoffrey sat me down in the living room and tried to explain things to me.  He was married.  Happily, he said, until he met me.  After that, he started to doubt himself and his marriage, wondering if he'd only married Nancy for her power and wealth.  He was an amazing doctor, but something about the extra power had called to him, apparently.  When they'd gotten married, he even took her last name.  He told me he'd told Nancy about me and the baby, and that he wanted a divorce.  That's when things got ugly.  If they got divorced, he wouldn't be able to set foot in Sunset Valley again, and while he loved me and the kids, he needed to be here, with the son he had with Nancy, and the job he loved.  He loved the people, and he loved helping them.

I didn't know what to do, so I yelled at him.  I couldn't believe something like this had happened again, and if he couldn't be with me, then why lead me on like he could?  Geoffrey took it, didn't even fight back, he knew he deserved it.  When I'd worn myself out, he pressed a check into my hands, promising to help me pay for everything, and promising he would try to be a good father to the child, even if he couldn't be around much.  I didn't want to take it, but I had to, for the kids.  He begged me to find a new house, we were already bursting at the seams, and I reluctantly agreed.  He kissed me on the cheek one last time before he left, smiling sadly.

There I was again, alone and pregnant.

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The twins, growing up so fast!



Geoffrey and I


They love their gift!


Proof of my pregnancy


Final fight with Geoffrey

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Re: Wish Upon a Northern Star
« Reply #13 on: May 14, 2012, 02:35:15 PM »
Things can't possibly get any worse for her can they?  :'(

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« Reply #14 on: May 14, 2012, 03:20:02 PM »
I know.  My own story is making me sad, too.  And just so you all know, I'm a sucker for Leighton Sekemoto.  Dunno why, but I am.  Usually I have Yumi as the doting, kind of crazy grandmother, but when I went to see if they were vampires or not, just Yumi was, and it looked like Leighton might have been bitten.  Couldn't resist the possibilities it gave.

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Over the next few weeks I looked at houses, worked, and painted, while the twins played together, did their homework together, and helped me take care of Alan.  They had always been good kids, but now they knew just how hard it was for me to be the only one for them.  I guess they'd talked to each other in their bunk beds at night, trying to figure out how to help me with everything.  I'm such a lucky mother, I have the best kids in the world.  I just hope their younger siblings don't resent me for everything that happened, it was fairly out of my control though, wasn't it?

We rode around town and finally found a house for sale we could afford, had three bedrooms, and was an ideal location for all of us.  I had Avery and Amber go home to take care of Alan, and I went to sign the paperwork.  The next week, we packed everything we wanted to take with us, and sold the rest.  The man and his son from down the street, Leighton and Sam, helped us out with the move.  They helped us pack, get things sold, and move things around both in the old house and the new one.  Sam and the twins went to school together and they were friends, and Leighton didn't want to stay around the house too much because of his mother.  I welcomed the company, and as my pregnancy was moving along, I could do less and less work.  They were happy to help.

The house was two-stories (barely), and right by the beach.  Amber took over the room on the second floor, saying the view was perfect for when she or I wanted to paint.  The beach was perfect for Avery to go jogging after school, and after he finished his homework, of course, and it was nice to be able to sit and stare out at the ocean.  After everything that had happened, it was a nice, relaxing place to be, and with everything that was going on at the moment, I needed all the help I could get.  I had to admit, I was a little worried about the twins for awhile, they both kept saying the little dolls they'd had their whole lives were real now, but I suppose it was just the children's imaginations.  Kids would be kids.  Alan had gotten one in the mail as well, was this a charity?

Maternity leave finally came, and I passed the time by teaching Alan to walk, talk, and use the potty.  He was growing so fast!  It looked like he had Nick's facial features the older he became, but I suppose some things can't be helped.  When he was sleeping or playing with the little xylophone I'd given him, I painted upstairs.  Amber was happy to let me use her room when I needed to, and she spent her days experimenting with the little chemistry lab I'd bought for her as well.

It seemed like time had flown by with two children and a toddler in the house, and before I knew it, I was going into labor in front of my easel.  The painting seemed to calm me, and since Alan's birth hadn't been difficult, I decided to stay home for it.  Still, my friend Leighton had asked to know when it was happening, he said he would be more than happy to watch the kids for me, so I gave him a call between contractions.  The kids already loved him, and he played with Alan as Avery, Amber, and Sam had fun on the balcony.  I did what I had to do, and soon my son Aaron was born!

Now, with two children, a toddler, and a newborn at home, with just me to care for them, things would be tighter than ever.  But with friends like Leighton and Sam, maybe things were starting to look up.  Maybe.  If there was one thing I'd learned since moving to Sunset Valley, it was not to be too optimistic.

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The twins working on their homework together


Leighton and Sam offering to help us move


The new house!


Further proof of my pregnancy


Alan's getting so big!


Teaching Alan to talk...


...to walk...

...and to use the potty


More labor pains!

I can't believe I lost the picture of Aaron as a baby!  I hope he'll forgive me when he's old enough to know what that means.