Chapter 43: Something New, Family Blue
It's getting really close to graduation, so Leanna and I have been studying like crazy for our school finals. Well, okay, I am. Leanna gave up because she said I was driving her nuts. Mom thinks I'm going to drive myself insane, but I just want to be prepared.Mom and Dad spent some time together at the fall festival. Somehow, I never knew they were so fond of apples and pie.Leanna came by the festival after school while stayed behind for debate club. Mom gave her a hand with her homework. I guess neither she nor Leanna cared much about the pie that was still on her face!The next day, I had a debate match, the last one before graduation.Everyone came except Dad because he had to work. I wasn't upset, though. We spent some time together afterwards.And we got to go to his game for free a day later!It pays to have a superstar athlete in the family! Oh, yes, Dad recently accomplished his lifetime wish! It's so great everyone gets their dreams!
Dad's team won 20 - 0! We went out to the bistro to celebrate!After that, things went back to their normal schedule for a while. The businesses Mom and Grandma partnered with bring in a good amount of extra income. Leanna and I did well on our finals. Neither of us got lower than an 85.Leanna: Excuse me, Lil Miss Thing, you only got an 85 on
one final. I got between 85 and 90 on six out of seven. And you got at least a 95 on everything else!
I was trying to make you feel good!
Leanna: Hmph. Pinky.
HEY!
Amora: Knock it off, both of you, or I'm taking over the story again!
Leanna: When do I get a turn?
When we go to university, remember? You said you wanted to tell those days.
Leanna: Oh, yeah. Sorry!
*heavy sigh*
Anyway, Leanna and I celebrated our birthdays later during the week. We had a little party and invited my Uncle Angelo, his wife, and my boyfriend.Unfortunately, it was a full moon and the zombies began coming out as the party went on. But I guess that's what we have that peashooter for. We should probably get a few more of those cute little guys. The party was still a success.For some reason, it really feels good to have my shoulders bare, so I kept that style in my new wardrobe. I didn't change my hair either. So still the same. Just bigger.Leanna's hair had grown throughout her teenage years, so she changed it from that ponytail she wore all the time. She seems to like old-fashioned dresses. She looks really beautiful.Unfortunately, the night couldn't end happily. Leanna and I weren't the only ones moving on.My grandmother passed away that night, right in her garden. I guess it was the best place she could've moved on since it was her favorite.
Everyone took Grandma's death pretty hard. We were particularly worried about Mom since she developed a chocolate addiction after Grandpa and Raven died, but she didn't isolate herself this time. She let Emmett comfort her.Aunt Amora went to sleep. She didn't feel like dealing with anything right away. I think she was more numb than sad.I went to my room, not to sleep, but to think. I'd just celebrated my birthday and I was going to graduate tomorrow, but I couldn't even think about the ceremony. I only wanted to stay home tomorrow.
I wasn't alone for long because Leanna came to check up on me.I tried to put on a smile because I knew she was sad too, but she told me not to try hiding it. I've never thought of myself of emotional, but it seemed to take less than two seconds for me to go from my bed to Leanna's arms, ready to break.When morning came, I wasn't feeling much different about going to the ceremony, but my family convinced me to go. I guess a little distraction for a while couldn't hurt.The graduation ceremony was pretty nice and I was named valedictorian. They allowed me to skip giving a speech after Leanna explained my grandmother passed away. Leanna graduated with honors.For a few moments, I was happy again and feeling very proud of myself and Leanna.When we returned home, everyone just busied themselves as best they could. Leanna worked on her mixing skills, Aunt Amora tended to Grandma's garden, and my parents cleaned up. I studied one of my logic books until Mom came into my room to talk to me."Hi, sweetie. How are you feeling?"
"I'm okay. How are you feeling?" I knew some kind of heartfelt talk was probably going to follow and, frankly, I wasn't in the mood for it, but if it would help Mom feel better.
I guess she somehow knew what I was thinking because the next thing she said was, "Don't worry about me. I'm alright." She had this smile. It didn't look fake or forced. It seemed genuine. "Listen. Are you and Leanna still going to university?"
"Of course, Mom! Without a doubt! I have to go now! I can't let Grandma down! Or Grandpa!"
"Your grandparents would've been proud of you, no matter what. I was going to say if you want to put going to college on hold for a while, you can. It's best not to go until you're sure you'll be able to focus."
"Thanks, Mom." All of a sudden, my mind became filled with doubts. "Do you think I can really do it?"
"Absolutely, but if it doesn't go well, don't be afraid to come home. Your dad and I will never be ashamed of you."
As quick as they appeared, every doubt I had vanished. I guess I didn't know it before, but I really needed to hear that.[/i]