Ah, this was nice reading I've been bored with Sims stories lately. This makes me want to write more
I''m glad I inspired someone to write! I'm always worried people that know me are going to make fun of my stories, then I realize they don't read my stories
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(Ellowyn)
I had push my doubts out of my mind until I got home, hopefully with some time to myself. That didn't happen.
"Ellowyn, I need you to help me practice my plies!" Corinne yells as she comes over in her ballet clothes. Ava screams in
background about something the baby sitter was to busy texting to do. I still had to fix the toilet, make dinner, and do
homework.
"Later Corinne, I've got things to do!" I yell back over the din. Corinne glares at me.
"All that baby does is sit there and cry! I wish she was never born!" Corinne screams sending the cacophony up 3
pitches. I feel her words sting me but I ignore it and pick up Ava. Corinne storms off into the bedroom, the only place with privacy.
"It's okay," I whisper to Ava as I try to calm her down. "I'm sure she didn't mean it."
But I didn't know how to fix a toilet, or how to do Algebra II, or how to make Corinne go to bed. Things were snowballing way
out of my control. I needed to calm down before something happened. Being upset on a full moon never helped anything. If
I stayed clam I could control it.
I got out of bed later. My head felt fuzzy and Corinne and Ava were asleep, what harm could that do? I broke down as soon
as I left the room, what was I going to do? I wasn't a parent, I was just a kid who was playing parent. Where was a mom
when you needed one? She was never home. My feet knew where I was going before I did. Jason was always there when I
needed him, even when I used to push him away. He had the episodes too, so he knew what it was like.
"What's wrong?" I spilled everything.
Jason pulled me into a hug once I stopped crying. He smelled good, like mint. He always wears that cologne, that smell makes
me feel safe.
I don't how long we stood like that, I buried my face in his neck. My head felt fuzzier and fuzzier. I know I had to get home
soon, the fuzziness was spreading to my vision. The full moon was always right over top when that happened, it was a sign
of how even when I thought I could control the episodes, I really couldn't do anything against them; you had to go with the flow.
"I need to go," I whispered as I pulled back an inch, I didn't want to let go. I looked at his eyes and saw them swirling. The
full moon makes his eyes swirl. From green, to blue, to brown and back to green. Then everything went fuzzy, nothing had
definite edges; the room swirled under me. I saw myself as if I was a third person in the room, I was subject to whatever
twisted ideas the full moon wanted to carry out. I saw myself talk with Jason and then I...I kissed him.
"Elly?" Corinne's voice pierced the fog surrounding my thoughts. I could hear my blood pounding in my head as loud as a drum.
The crying with the drum made a mournful melody threatening to make my head explode. Wait, who was crying? It must be Ava,
Corinne doesn't cry. I try to move but my body is a piece of lead and the floor is a magnet.
I finally force myself to get up right before mom was taking us to school; at least she finally stepped up as a parent. I look over at Corinne and smile when I see what's she's doing. Maybe life isn't as bad as I thought if I'm making an impression on Corinne.
Watcher's note: I don't think babysitters should look this close to the children they're babysitting...
"Corinne, I found some butterflies!" I yell across the playground at my sister who's playing on the monkey bars. Mom dropped us off before work today. It would have been okay if it wasn't 6:30 in the morning. The butterfly seemed to look gratefully at me when I opened my hand to let it fly free. I probably could have sold it for simoleons but I knew what it felt like to be caged. I sighed when I looked at my watch, only 8 hours until I had the afternoon free. Well, as free as I could be anyway.
I thought about yelling "Freedom!" when I got out of school. The clichés and hierarchies of high school were picking on all the new kids and when they got bored they moved on to the poorer kids. I especially hated Lisa Bunch's group. She was the queen bee with boy worker bees carrying out her every wish.
I waited 20 minutes for Corinne before I turned to leave. Then I heard shouting coming from the building behind me. I groan. This probably means trouble.
"Give me my backpack back!" Corinne yells while stomping her feet. I freeze a few feet away as Lisa bares her fangs.
"I don't have to give you anything you little brat!" Lisa yells back.
"Step away Lisa! No one talks to my little sister like that!" I barge in on the conversation.
"And what are you going to do if I don't?" She asks unafraid. That was a mistake.
"You did what?!" Mom screams at me. I almost cover my ears as I cringe. "Mrs. Anderson had to separate you add Lisa from a brawl over a backpack! What got into you?"
"It was over Lisa stealing Corinne's backpack!" I exclaimed. I immediately regretted my response when I saw mom's face. "Sorry, I was just trying to protect her." I bit my lip as I watched her.
"Okay, I believe you." She says. "But no more fights, unless you win." I laugh.
"How did you know I was telling the truth?"
"You were biting your lip." I stared after mom as she walked over to the kitchen. Wait, I bite my lip?