Chapter 24 - Conversations with Rose"I think you're overreacting, Rose," Iris was saying, "So his goals are a little bit different to ours, but you know as well as I do that eventually
someone has to do deviance aspirations, right?"
"Becoming a public enemy is one thing. But Mom. He said he wanted to
take over the world."
"He's still a child, Rose," said Iris, gently, "he's dreaming big. We all dream big when we're that age."
"When you were his age," Rose said, "you wanted to be a famous comedian, right? And I wanted to be a famous novelist, and have a big family with a house full of kids who would never be lonely. You've done yours and I'm working hard towards mine, because that's what dynasty sims do."
"Well, have a chat with him if you want to," said Iris, "but I still think you're making much ado about nothing."
"Mmmm," murmured Rose, "I hope so."
Later that afternoon, Rose hesitated outside of her son's bedroom door. It was Uncle Sergio's old room, and though they'd redecorated and it had been a long time since it had been his, it still reminded her of him just a little bit.
She knocked, tentatively. When there was no response, she gently pushed the door open.
"Hello sweetie," said Rose, gently.
Gerald was drawing - though Rose couldn't quite decipher what it was a picture of.
"What's that you're drawing, Gerald?" she asked.
"None of your business," mumbled Gerald.
Rose sighed, but tried to maintain the friendly façade.
"Why don't you leave that for a minute, and come have a seat on the bed with me?" Rose asked, sweetly.
Edith started crying in the next room. Rose hesitated, but heard a muffled shout from Norman, assuring her that he would take care of it.
"Please?" Rose prompted.
Gerald put down his crayons and slowly got up to join her. She could tell he was still angry.
"So," said Rose, trying to encourage him to talk. "What's all this I hear about taking over the world?"
"It's what I'm gonna do," mumbled Gerald.
"Oh?" asked Rose. "And how are you going to do that? Do you have a plan?"
Gerald turned to her briefly. "Yes," he said, resolutely.
"Which is?"
Gerald looked at his feet.
"I mean, you can't take over the world without a plan," Rose continued.
"I
have a plan," Gerald repeated, though he seemed resolved not to share it with his mother.
Rose's head was spinning. She felt like she had blinked and suddenly her oldest child was a teenager in a child's body. She was sure there was at least another three or four days until his birthday. Not to be discouraged, she decided to try a slightly different tactic. "Are you going to try to be President?"
"No." said Gerald. "I'm not going to try to make people like me. I'm going to make people fear me, so they'll do what I say."
Rose frowned. "That sounds a bit like what bullies do," she said, "or monsters."
"So? Bullies get what they want. They get respect," Gerald continued.
"Do you feel like you don't get respect?" Rose asked.
"I'm a
dynasty sim, Mother. I
deserve respect. I'm
immortal!"
Rose stiffened. "Not yet, you're not," she said, firmly. "Not yet. You've still got a lot of hard work ahead of you if you ever want to be Immortal. You have to earn the Ambrosia, same as Nana did. Same as I'm trying to do."
"Uuugh!" cried Gerald, frustrated, "but that's so stupid! Why do I have to do that?"
Rose shrugged. "Those are the rules."
"Screw the rules!" yelled Gerald. "I don't like them. They're stupid. This is why I want to take over the world - so I can change the stupid rules so that we don't have to work and so that Henry doesn't have to die and so that we can all just live forever!"
The pin dropped. The outburst hadn't been about the club - it had just been about the rules.
"Oh, sweetie," sighed Rose, tears welling in her eyes, "is that what this is about?"
Gerald let out a sob, and buried his face in his hands.
"You know," she said, "you're a lot more like your grandmothers than I thought."
"What do you mean?" asked Gerald, pushing away tears.
"Your Nana always saw the Ambrosia, and the immortality that came with it, as a curse. She would go on living while others would go on dying. Your
Grandma saw it as selfish - meddling with the natural order in ways it shouldn't have been meddled with. She wanted the Ambrosia for herself, and was jealous that she couldn't have it. Just the opposite of Nana. But in the end, as much as she feared death, Grandma Colette knew it was how it had to be. She just resented your Nana for having it different.
"But you see it as a bit of both, don't you? It's a powerful thing, immortality, but also a sad thing when we aren't allowed to share it. I know it's tough, thinking that we may have to lose our family, but it's the way of things for Dynasty heirs. My Daddy died before I was even an adult, and he was only at our wedding as a ghost. It was sad and it hurt, but it couldn't be helped. And Grandma, and your Dad, and Henry and Edith and Antwan, all of them will have to leave us one day, too-"
"But
why? Why can't I try to change that?" Gerald pressed.
Rose sighed. "Oh Gerald, honey, there's more at stake here than either of us know. All I know is that in a way, Nana is right. This is a curse, her curse, that she must live with. And the rest of us must help her - even the Watcher is here to help Nana live out her curse. Only when there are eight Immortal Morvens can the curse be lifted."
"That's stupid. Who put a curse on Nana? Some sort of evil witch?" asked Gerald.
"I don't think it was a…" Rose's voice trailed off.
The costume, she thought.
But that was silly. There were no witches - not anymore. Or, was it, not…yet?
No, she thought,
don't be silly. It was all so confusing.
But it wasn't something she could unthink. All this time, her mother going on about the Curse of the Immortal…could it have been true? Just how much had her mother been keeping from them? Exactly what
was at stake here?
"Gerald honey," she asked, trying to snap out of her questioning and back into reality, "I don't really think taking over the world is going to accomplish what you think it's going to accomplish." She started to get up. She really wanted to know what was going on around here.
"But why?"
"The rules
are the rules, Gerald. And the Watcher may not be able to control everything, but she can and will make sure they are followed." Rose said. "This means the Goofballs club
will be disbanded, the lot traits
will be removed,
only the designated immortals will be allowed to eat ambrosia, and any other life-extending tools, and you, Gerald Morven,
will not be taking over the world. Just…become a mafia leader or something, okay?"
With that, Rose got up to find her mother, leaving Gerald alone with his thoughts.
"Why are we doing a Dynasty?" Rose asked.
Iris nearly fell out of her yoga position.
"Sorry?" she asked.
"Why are we doing a Dynasty?" Rose repeated.
"Well, it's a multi-generational challenge where one sim must complete a series of requirements in order to be allowed to…"
"I know
what it is, mother. What I want to know is why? Why you? Why us?"
Iris took a seat on the bench, motioning for Rose to join. She breathed a heavy sigh. How could she explain?
"Were you cursed?" Rose asked.
Iris stiffened. She was getting defensive. It was enough of a giveaway for Rose.
"Why? Who? When?"
"I didn't even answer…"
"Yes you did. Now tell me. Why us?"
Iris paled. "I…can't," she said.
"What do you mean you can't?"
"I mean, Rose, I can't tell you. There's too much at stake."
"Like what?" Rose asked, pressing.
"You wouldn't understand…"
"Why are you avoiding this?" Rose continued. "What could possibly be so terrible that your children and grandchildren who are destined to follow this path behind you, beside you, for an
eternity can't know what it is?"
"Rose!" shouted Iris, cutting her off, "that's enough!"
Rose flinched. Her mother hadn't ever spoken to her like that.
"Sometimes," Iris continued, "sometimes Watchers just decide to do challenges and they decide to use certain sims and there is no 'why' behind the whole ordeal, okay? Maybe we're just one of those families. No complicated backstory, no curses or alternate timelines or separate dimensions. No crazy scientists, no vampires, no witches, no magic or sci-fi or insanity, just a watcher and the sims she happened to choose to start a challenge. Why do you think that's not the case with us?"
"Are there witches involved?" Rose prompted.
"No!" yelled Iris, "no witches!"
Rose stood up. She'd heard that before.
"You're lying," she said. She wasn't making an accusation; she was stating a fact.
Iris knew it, too. She gave her daughter a pleading look. She didn't - couldn't deny it.
"Rose," she whispered. Her voice was soft, but desperate. Rose waited.
"I just…I need you to
trust me. I'll tell you, tell all of you. One day, I promise. I don't want to keep it from you, I really don't, but I don't have a choice."
She placed her face in her hands.
Rose stood in the doorway, a million ideas running through her mind all at once. Somewhere in her memories, her father's words returned to her.
"Keep her out of trouble, and keep her spirits high. I know the two of you will be wonderful as long as you have one another's support."Suddenly, she felt awful.
"Okay," she whispered. She wondered if her family was in danger.
"Okay," she murmured to herself. She wondered if she could keep all these promises.
"Okay," she told them both again.
Iris looked up at her hopefully.
Despite her better judgement. Despite her anger. Despite her mistrust, she would listen to her mother. She would trust her.
For the good of the Dynasty, she thought. She promised she would. For the good of the Dynasty.
"Can we just…pretend this whole conversation never happened?" asked Iris, standing up to embrace her daughter.
"Maybe," said Rose, "but you're going to have to let the rest of us in on what's happening someday, you know."
"I know," said Iris, "and when the time is right, I promise I will."
"Promise," echoed Rose, thoughtfully. It wasn't a question.