Chapter 30: Turning Into An AdultJon had hardly slept.

He just couldn't seem to find the energy to do anything.

I heard him sobbing in the shower and it really cut me up.

I headed out to the gym and who did I find there. I wasn't particularly pleased to see him.

We started talking. We actually had a pretty good heart-to-? err.. Well Grim doesn't actually
have a heart, but you know what I mean.

Later we told a few good yarns which made a few townies quite nervous. Funny thing is, these days I'm beginning to take chatting to Grim in my stride. Is that a bad thing?

Kayleigh spent the day with Jon, chatting, getting help with her homework and just generally not letting him be alone. Kayleigh has a good heart and she is more like Jon than me really. I guess that's why they get on so well. Kindred spirits and all that.

Jon had spent nearly the entire day running on the treadmill. He looked pretty darn good by the end of it. I sensed a deep change with Jon, more than losing Cassandra, whatever was going on went far deeper than that.

It was nearly time for the guests to arrive for my adult birthday party. I didn't feel like celebrating. I don't think any of us did.

This is me checking out my wife. She's seriously cute.

Kayleigh got everyone feeling playful with dancing and telling jokes. Jon tried to get into the mood for the kids sake.

Mum heard a strange sound and turned round with a gasp. Cassandra was here and she was very angry. Mum chatted gently to her and calmed her down.

It was time to make a wish. There were so many things I wished I could change but I what I most wanted was my family safe and happy.

Everyone celebrated and sung happy birthday. Jon was really pleased to see Cassandra.

We chatted and told jokes till late into the night.

We had a toast to absent loved ones.

I'd probably a few too many.

But luckily the kids had gone upstairs to play computer games by then.

Early hours of the morning Kaiden woke up and came downstairs.
"Hey, is that you Auntie Cassandra?"

She made him do his homework. We were still fumbling around trying to clean up the mess.

As the sun came up Cassandra drifted away, back to the memorial garden where we'd placed her next to Dad so she wouldn't be lonely.
